November 10, 2016
November 10, 2016
I AM SO TIRED OF BEING ON THIS EARTH I AM STRUGGLING HERE I WANT TO TAKE THIS BOTTLE OF SLEEPING PILLS AND BE DONE WITH IT BUT IT IS A SIN AND I WON''T SEE YOU AND JEFF IF I DO BUT I CAN'T TAKE THE BACK STABBING LYING PEOPLE ANYMORE THE ONES I LOVE MOST AND WILL DO ANYTHING FOR THINK THEY CAN DISRESPECT ME BY SCREAMING AT ME AT THE TOP OF THERE LUNGS AND LYING ABOUT ME THAT I AM A PIECE OF TRASH AND SHOULD BE CRUMPPLED UP AND THROWN AWAY AND MAKE UP THE OUTRAGEOUS LIES ABOUT YOU AS A MOTHER THAT NEVER HAPPENED UNTIL THEY NEED SOMETHING FROM YOU AND THEN IT'S NOT CAN YOU DO IT IT'S JUST YOU HALF TO AND NEVER A THANK YOU IT'S JUST EXPECTED OF YOU AS IF YOU OWE THEM THEN YOUR GARBAGE AGAIN AND IF YOU NEED SOMETHING YOU HALF TO BEG OR THEY SAY OK AND IGNORE YOUR NEED I WISH I COULD TALK TO YOU BUT THIS IS THE ONLY WAY I CAN AND I KNOW NO ONE WILL SEE IT NO ONE CARES ABOUT YOU AND I IT'S ALWAYS BEEN YOU AND ME NOW IT'S JUST ME I MISS YOU SO MUCH MY LOVE AND MY BEST FRIEND AND I PRAY TO GOD PLEASE PLEASE TAKE ME FROM HERE AMEN! I AM SO DONE THIS PAIN IS UNBEARABLE AND I HOPE GOD SEES THESE WORDS AND FEELS THE PAIN
IN MY HEART AND HEARS ME AND GRANTS ME THIS I AM DONE I LOVE YOU MY DARLING!!!
IN MY HEART AND HEARS ME AND GRANTS ME THIS I AM DONE I LOVE YOU MY DARLING!!!