Honeybunny it's been a year since u past away and at times I'm ok but other times I'm not I just don't understand why u had to leave us and maybe one day I will . I miss u more then anything I just feel lost without u how do I feel hole again without u I'am just so lost without u I love u So So So So So So much I just wish I could hold u in my arms again just to feel your touch agist me and to make our kids happy again I know deep inside Brittany is hurting and one day Isaac will began to feel the hurt I just I hope I can be there for them please watch over them and keep them safe and to keep me safe too please god help me get though this and help me let u in my heart god because I know I need u well Allen I love hand miss u so much R.I.P my love , Angel

I love u Allen more then life it's self I just wish u was here it would make things better but u can't be and that really hurts knowing u can't be with us .This has been really hard on us we still can't believe your gone its like a dream that we can't wake up from.I would love for this to be a bad dream and we woke up and u was here with our kids and me and the family. I love u honeyhunny