A poem to our son
April 5, 2021
The moment you left tore my heart to pieces I’m trying to be strong but my heart can’t handle what my eyes see this must be a dream this can’t be me I must be sleep I tired to wake up many times I tired to act like this wasn’t really me this can’t be my reality wow God I can’t believe this is really my reality. I can’t believe Elijah that these bastards really took you from me now I have to face my reality that my son is gone the fact that I’m moving along and your not here its a nightmare that I never wanted to share I have to share this nightmare with many because Elijah you were loved by so many but the fact that your gone I can’t handle my heart is weak. I can’t handle the pain they say I’m strong I guess that what they say but really you see the pain in my eyes they never tell lies if only they knew that my heart is broken and the pieces can never be put back together again because it’s missing you In reality whatelse can I do a part of me died when you left and my life will never be the same I been crying I even screamed I even asked God why I couldn’t stay quiet I asked him and at the end I am still lefted with many questions and still no answers to my questions why wow God this is really my reality why did they kill my son he never deserved what was dealt to him and forever I will ask why is this my reality