I keep thinking of our last moments together, of words that were spoken.
I keep expecting for you to make things better somehow, as if you possibly can! Still....I continue to wait! (I am living a tortured existence, one that I can not escape. ) Time has not healed anything. Missing EVERYTHING 24/7, Please help me to find strength. xo 

My heart is still so very heavy .....I just want to go home ......to where all the memories remain.

MY brother-in-law Elio, You are so missed .I knew you for a very long time not just as my sisters boyfriend,then husband, and then father of my niece and nephew, but as a friend. You struggled in this life but somehow tried to look at the postive side and always had hope. You and Dori have been thru so much .Sadly so much tragedy and sadness weighed upon you and your family and lost the fight. I hope that you are at peace with your son in heaven. Thank you for all the talks and laughs we shared and i look so forward to the day we all can be a family again . Sending lots of love your way.

I remember the day I met yet you, the moment our eyes had met , I somehow knew in an instant that you would become a big part of my life. Eleven yrs. later we were married, we had a beautiful daughter Olivia and an amazing son Nick. Life wasn't always easy, we had endured so much through those 21 yrs. of marriage, yet we somehow managed to have some really good moments in-spite of it all. We had held to our vows, "for better or for worse, in sickness and in health, only until death shall we part." I remember the day you left me, I had admired your courage, you had put up a good fight. You had always been strong willed. Very sadly we had tragically lost our dear son Nick 10 months earlier, your cancer had returned, and you had lost all will. I remember the very last moment I had spent with you, you had looked deeply into my eyes and you had held my face so lovingly. You had wanted to tell me something important - you were struggling, your soul was exhausted, and you had drifted off to sleep. If I had only known that was to be our very last moment together, I would of never left your side. That tender last moment is what I choose to hold onto. I know in time I will join you, until then my heart will remain broken and my world remains shattered. (I'VE BEEN MISSING EVERYTHING 24/7.) all my love, xo