Hey Sis, Sitting here looking at your pictures and thinking about you about us. God, I miss you. A friend of mine lost his son last week and I couldn't stop thinking about how much you suffered when you lost Thomas. I won't ever forget Sis, not you, not Thomas, not Julia, not Mom, not Dad, Not Charlie. You all are always on my mind. But you well I really need you right now, your confidence in me and my ability to get thru bad times. It really used to irritate me cause you would always say (You'll think of something Pammy ) and I couldn't imagine what that would be but things worked out. I still need my big sister especially now when my heart is breaking and I'm so sad. I miss your smile, your hugs, your Love. I miss you so much it literally hurts in my heart. Till we see each other again, for now, I just look in my heart and there you are . Love You Sis