Emily, there are lot's of could'a beens, would'a beens, and should'a beens about your life. You were so talented in so many ways. So capable. You loved being in control. But, I believe your were intoxicated with the idea of being excited, and, in the end, took things too far. You were loved by so many people and now you are missed by all of us. If you just could have just of toned down the excitement a bit, you would of done many great things. Miss you "my would'a, could'a, should'a daughter"... Happy birthday.