Happy Birthday in Heaven my beautiful brother! I love you

It's been a rough one today....I'm all alone raising these kids doing the best I can I just miss you. You were the 1 person in this world that always loved me for me the good and the bad and somehow your hug could be felt in my soul.
U promised me damn it...you promised you wouldnt leave me to live this life alone. I wish it was me everyday I wish u could have lived a long beautiful life filled with joy and happiness...bc all life has done is take everything from me....but above all of it life took you.....the worse day of my fucking life bc I knew the Day you died I would die with u!
I can't wait to be with you again!
Until that day I'll always be here loving anf missing you

Happy Birthday in heaven I miss and love you so very much xoxox

It's been a very long 12 years I never thought I would be living my.life without you on my.right I.miss the days you me mom and dad had together if I could go back and trade places with you I would I'm nothing to them without you
Somedays I think what life would be like if you would be here what you would feel about some of the ways things are now. I know you wouldn't want them all this way and if you were here I truly believe we would all still have each other. I wish I could spend one more dat with you. I will always love you Eric. Not a day in my life will pass where I won't hurt for you long for you need you
Rest easy baby and keep an eye out on your family somedays we need you more than any words can express

I got honor roll again you would be so proud. I love you and ill see you again in Heaven

Hey Eric, I got honor roll I know you've seen me struggle and bring my self back up and in my head I know your proud of me for that. I wish I could hug you I wish I could sit with you and tell you so many things. I know if you were here you would be my best friend. I love u

I love you sooo much eric and miss you I wish you were here with us now.