Hey cuz, I cant believe its been this long since you've been gone. I miss you so damn much, and i still ask myself why??? Its still so hard to believe but i guess this is reality and thats the way GOD wanted it to be. I will always carry you in my heart love you cuz and may you REST IN PEACE

Happy Birthday. My god I could not wait to be able to do things with you as a man ; build trucks or old cars or work out together ,or just hangout and talk man to man. It kills me that that can never happen that this is my means of communication with you that I can never hold you again I love you son and miss you so much

My life is very lonely and cold without you. I have our kids to keep me going each day. And make me that much stronger! Oh how much I miss and love you eric. I can't wait to give birth to our baby. I will tell him or her all about his or her daddy and how great of a man you are! Aiden kyrien and I miss u baby. See u in my dreams and one day hold you in heaven:)

It is now 2012 and I look back on 2011 and I think it was the best year of my life. I shared some of the most beautiful momentd of my life with the man of my dreams. My life felt complete and no body will ever comprehend the way u made me feel. My lovr for you eric john will n ever die. 2011 is when we concieved our lil angel I love and miss u with every breath I take

today is the last day of the year, I wish you were here so we could celebrate but instead I am left with just a memory I am greatful for the times we shared .I was so happy this year when you drove across the world to see me ,so proud of the man you became . I hope you knew how much joy you brought me each time I got to see you .You will always hold a peice of my heart and soul love dad

I don't think words will ever describe how much i love you eric john. You are my rock, my foundation. I will cherish you forever! I miss you so much. I will always remember your sweet smile, your kind voice, and your loving heart. I promise to keep your memory alive and pass all of our memories on to your children. You are my light when i see the dark. I want to thank you for loving me.

You will always be in my heart . I Love you so much . You were everything and more then a dad could ever ask for in a son. Thank you for being my son.