My Dear Son, Days pass and nights are long. I try to get through them best I can.I miss you  and love you Eric. Let me know how your doing if you can. I know it was  Whitneys Birthday yesterday. I have not heard from her at all. I was hoping to get a call all these months but not happening.Well things have not changed wit her...I love her and the children but I can't push myself in. You know she should try to change a little. Todd misses you so much. He is trying to get in shape and stay healthy.

 We all miss and love you and not one day goes by without the candles burning. I have some beautiful memories and that keeps me going. Some HaHa ones and not the HaHa ones! I laugh at the things you use to say and it makes me feel so good. You were the best!!
So long my Son, talk to you later. Slipped this picture of Dana in. We miss her. Love her.
 

!!I wonder what happened to my whole story I just wrote? Maybe that was the sign I was looking for.
I asked God to answer me about you being in Heaven and when I was thinking it
my whole page wped out!!
I love you Son and will be back soon to let you know how things are going.
Missing and love to you from all of us.

MOM!! 

Today Aunt Alice passed on to Heaven.She was very ill for sometime now.She will be able to visit with her Sons and see you also.

I will miss her very much but she won't suffer anymore. So you know how many tears will fall for sometime cause her children loved her so much.Like I feel toward your going to Heaven too. I will see you one day. I miss you and love you Eric. Say hello to everyone.


Mother , Bill and Todd. <3
  

Eric Nicholls birthday today, I remembered how much you and Todd loved him. Took you skiing and we learned and were respected by him with all his heart.How many beautiful people we had in our lives.

Yesterday your face was so prominate in front of me...I questioned it. I knew I had to go to the cemetary but I could not go alone. I want to go tomorrow and get you some pretty Mums fot he Fall. Soon we have to put a plaque up with your name on your nice bench. I love you so much and miss you with all my heart. I know Gods arms are around you and your in no pain. Bothered me each day to see you suffer so much.I wish I could be with you, but I to have to wait for my turn. Then we can hug and be able to share all that has gone to Heaven.Everyday is for you in thought, your brother loves you so much.Good night my Dear Son , I love you. 
 

This dog loved Eric so much and he use to get on his head and give him a lot of love. We all use to laugh and he would say let him go hes ok. If you only could see the love between Eric and Spanky. One of those very special moments that come back many times. Eh Eric?

Sitting here alone thinking of you and Todd when we lived on McGaulley and the friends we had and our many yrs we shared there. I know tomorrow you will be 51 yrs . old and I am getting older too, I will be 71 on the 30th you never forgot my Birthday and I know how much you loved me.I will come back and write more each day. God is good , Eric.

I am back Eric , could not sleep and   thought I would say to you all that my heart is filled with love for you.Tody is Thursday the 11th. Todd is asleep and Bill.

I hope we get the car back soon, yes it finally broke down, Veda is helping us to get it re paired, I hope its a only a few more days.I am getting nervous being home all the time. Todd is doind good and I so proud of him.

I am going to say goodnight and find a movie on netflex.I love you my dear Son, fly high and touch all of us with the Holy Spirit of God.  . 

Whitney, Erics Daughter,

Eric grew up with these guys at the project in Plattsburgh, all about the same age. Great friends.
 The Smythes. Danny, David and  PJ .

Brian Latour has passed and is the son of Alice and Dugan. Miss you Brian. Have a great time with your cousins, Chuckie and Scott . Love you Guys.

Erics grandson, Jayden and  Davian., Grand-daughter, Hunter.No pic yet.

spoke to her a few times on the phone. She looks so much like him.