http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Soh3r4WRPyY&sns=em

Died ..and revived.. 3/3

11 more days ..

Passing through on  3/14

Just beyond a thinning Veil..

Some see

"Mom, Jesus is real ! I've seen Him and spoke with Him"

Thoughts of time again..

Circle complete..

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=W8RE2NyAiJg

http://youtu.be/vRglX9HdnYs

Everyday ... Your love is alive .. We honor you today and you are among us .. I owe you my heart . Because everyday your love is in plain sight in front of me .God is good ! God is merciful !

Today is that fateful day, that you stopped walking along side us. You are here in other ways, but me being a physical being, I wish you were physically here. I miss you wholeheartedly. You are always Felt within. I miss you like crazy. 

It is also Pi day, a coincidence? Probably...but fitting, let's all have pizza today in Eric's memory.

❤️

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8Y7TAZtbqzI&app=desktop
 

It's only time

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vBfb3IFhu9o

 

"How Barren and Dark the Souls of the Them

When Truth has become a thing of Terror

and Suppressing the Truth

a sin of Omission

is more Henious than the Commision of the Crime...The Lie"

Wrongs are being righted. Only the beginning.


http://www.sfexaminer.com/allegations-improper-autopsies-far-reaching-implications/


https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PL3oelKBtw8








 

This song sums up how I feel most days missing you. All of me misses you, my soul knows you aren't here and it searches for you. Almost like it is trying so hard to find yours that it momentarily detaches from me. That is the empty feeling that is so huge in my soul...I cannot even put an exact feeling to. Void, sadness, aching, emptiness, turmoil, just missing all of you. It is a sickening feeling. I continue to hear your voice, your jokes. I remember and think about our undescribable connection, our adventures. Everything seems like it was only moments ago, thats how clear they are in my memory. You are my voice of reason ( when I still have some). "What would you do in this situation, Eric? Don't yell at me...?" You know what I'm saying....

But, I know this is a temporary arrangement. I am here, you are there. It is only time. Time stops for no man right? Eventually we will be together again. Whenever that may be, could be next month, could be 50 years, and I know time passes so slowly right now for me, but you are just waiting in the wings... literally :) You'll be there waiting...

I love you and miss you my artist. I continuously have you in my heart and on my mind. You know ♥♥♥

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=g20Pr_fQyzg

 

If it wasn't for the "E"- I wouldn't be ME.

Heard this song today. It struck a chord that you are near. Thank you- 8 years.

https://youtu.be/0CZ6Gpoogjg

In regards to many events surrounding Eric, karma will work it out. It already has in some instances and in others it is still in motion. You can't escape or hide from that energy. It'll come full circle. 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Sr7QZs3mBjM

This tune was sent through a family member..we know it's for someone who needs it...

"E" was a Big Journey Fan

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2paCk4IgNZk

Another Picture from June 2012...a gathering.

In Eric's hand, a Root that he pulled out from the River Bed under the water..

We still have it...

I noticed an anomoly in the image...just under Eric's raised arm is an "X".

Can't seem to find a natural reason for it.... :)

A tune ..that some would agree would remind them of Eric  ...the inbetween times

: )

"Without going out of my door
I can know all things on Earth
Without looking out of my window
I can know the ways of Heaven
The farther one travels
The less one knows
The less one really knows
Arrive without travelling
See all without looking
Do all without doing"

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3XcwjQ82b4E

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mbMWnaD3fhI

One of the Last Pictures taken of Eric...June 2012

A gathering together with some of is Family for His Much Loved Uncle who recently Passed

His, Our.. Favorite place deep in the Canyon of the Feather River...

A very peaceful healing place..

 In Memory of our peaceful times in the Mountains..

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xIU4A_TiGeo

Another memory. We would drive up the Mountain in the Sierras every year and pull over on the side.We didn't have to go too far from where we stayed every Summer.  Eric would lay on the warm roof of the car with his brother and
we would watch the Perseid Meteor Showers... A midnight picnic. Then they would count how many they saw and who saw the biggest one and how long it lasted. Usually there was not another sound except the crickets, cicadas and surrounded by stars and warm breezes.

Always the connection...Eric's Heart was always there. He didn't like living in the City. This was the Home of his Heart.. We were so fortunate to be able to escape the cold foggy city and the madness of all of it every Summer and just immerse in Natural Beauty.                                                              
So I thought of that tonight.. and into my thoughts came.."Under the Milky Way"

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mA54NBtPKdI

Per usual, I was lead to a song Title. And so, I searched on YT for lyrics and this was the first video I encountered. I laughed.. and Knew it was Eric again. One of the last Books he was reading, close to his bed, was "Cosmos" by Carl Sagan.

And this also was one of Eric's favorite Bands.. :)

He seems to know when we need a reminder to "Center"..

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4J50WBac-5c

From the very first time I met him, I was enamoured and taken by his intellect and insight into any subject you could think of. The familiarity and comfort of him,  It was like I knew him my entire life.

His eyes ... so devestatingly mesmerizing. He always listened so intently, was always focused and let you know by looking deep into your eyes to let you know he was there with you. Really there. He really liked the deep stuff. Subjects most people don't talk about. His insight to it all. Where did all of that come from? Was he in his 150th lifetime and remembered all of his previous experiences? I think his soul remembered. His soul....
 
He thrived on knowledge. Not the superficial stuff either.Nothing as easy as " Oh, Thursday will be sunny with a chance of thunderstorms". It was more like "hey, you know that wormhole they found out in Andromeda III. Do you think it is the reason we are having this strange weather"?  Then you'd ask "What is Andromeda III"?... it only escalated from there :)  He liked variety. I could sit and just listen to his stories. I could sit and listen to an experience, a book he was reading, or something as simple as where he went for coffee. I miss his voice .So deep, calm, when he'd get excited his speech would speed up really fast. I can hear his voice so clearly. It was the type of voice that you could fall asleep to. 

To me, this song is about being in the prescence of someone you are taken aback by just by their mere presence. Not an infatuation but admiration and respect.Someone who takes your breathe away by their mind, their soul, just in whole who they are. That is exactly how I feel about him.Someone who you are amazed by, someone that you just cannot even describe into words because they are indescribable. I have used the word before, but Eric is magical. Thats part of our connection. Magic. This song is even more meaningful because of the way Aaron Lewis sings it. You can feel his emotions. Perfect for Eric. He felt everything. He knew what was never said in words , never spoken.  He just knew it, he felt it. I think thats the biggest reason I know hes still here. He has a huge presence. It did not diminish. 

    
I love him with all of my being and I miss him every minute of the day.It doesn't get any easier as time passes. I think if anything, it gets worse. I do know he is doing his thing where he is. He visits and he will be there when it is my time to go, kind of like a tour guide :) I have to make a joke, because the reality is too much at times, it helps break the sadness up.

 I love you and miss you, Eric. You not only existed in some of our worlds, but you made them so much better, more than you ever knew while you were here. I know you know now just how much. You mattered then and you matter still. That was a question you had, "Did I Matter and did I make a difference". You always did, and you always will.


https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QjdlPeWCd8g

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xmyBQYUsJLs


Thinking of good memories today Eric :) MIssing you.

As much as I have said it, its true always.



https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YDFjbhYnUjQ

This song reminds me of Eric's ambition and dreams. Sometimes the moral of the story is the ride to where you dream to be.Where you know you will be. Just takes time. It is the struggle getting there that helps define you. Work, ambition, chances, perseverence. He didn't get the chance to finish, but he will in time. He never "took" anything. But he would give the world to the ones he loved.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Yim4--J44gk

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=9z-_FY11xl0

When Eric was dying in the Hospital, the palliative care attendant asked us "What did he do?" in a rather sarcastic tone.
I was taken back. As if in one sentence I could describe what Eric did ?
Everyone who knew Eric Knew what he did. And there was not another person like him.
No one, and I mean no one felt the passion that Eric felt in the Heart. And That Passion was extended to everyone. He Loved with his whole Heart and his whole Being.
When he gave you a hug the ripples of Love waved through you. Healing and wonderful. Eric was a "Comforter"...so needed.
Oh I am sure she meant "How did he make his money" for that is how people are measured in this true Luciferian Society which is the Spirit of the Anti Christ in full bloom.
There is a permanent Eclipse on our Hearts missing his Light, missing His Love.
The Karmic retributions for removing such Love from the world must be great....
But those who rule this World continue to do the same...they never learn...and their intentions are known and they will reap what the sew..
What he did...Eric left you questioning your own mortality..Why are you here ?
Your Credentials of Indoctrination and your Credit Report and your Bank Book will mean NOTHING when you are dying...Only the Love you Left...Do some good in this World..There is so little Good left and so little Time.

Missing you on my Birthday Eric...Eternal Love..

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X6bruKpw9Pk

be.com/watch?v=EdBym7kv2IM

❤️❤️❤️

I asked him for a song for his Birthday ...and he came through... again

Believe...:)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KnDm3qr1Knk

"I'm glad your mom liked your dad enough to have you".

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=tDsxO2-V-i4

WE REMEMBER ALL OF THEM

OUR HEARTS WILL ACHE UNTIL WE ARE TOGETHER AGAIN...

WE STILL FEEL YOUR ENORMOUS LOVE..

SO NEAR

THANKYOU FOR LETTING US FEEL AND KNOW YOUR COMFORTING PRESENCE

SO MUCH LOVE

MAY 27,1973~ 6:13PM ~ PDST

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X6bruKpw9Pk

Thankyou to Kevin Blanch for this today 5/17/15

 "On waves of LOVE my heart is breaking
And stranger still my self control I can't rely on anymore
 New TIDES surprise my world it's changing
Within this frame an OCEAN SWELLS
Behind this smile I know it well
 Beneath a lover's moon I'm waiting
 I am the pilot of the STORM Adrift in pleasure I may DROWN
 I built this ship it is my making And furthermore                                                 my self control I can't rely on anymore
 I know why
 I know why
Crazy on a ship of FOOLS
Crazy on a ship of FOOLS
Turn this boat around back to my loving ground Oh no, Oh no
Who claims that no man is an island While I land up in JEOPARDY
More distant from you by DEGREES
I walk this shore in isolation And at my feet ETERNITY                                         tries ever sweeter plans for me
I KNOW why I KNOW why
Crazy on a ship of fools OH
Oh crazy on a ship of fools
Turn this boat around back to my loving ground Oh no,
Oh NO! Ship of FOOLS Turn this boat around back to my loving ground Oh NO!,
Oh Crazy on a ship of FOOLS Oh!, crazy on a ship of FOOLS Turn this boat around back to my loving ground
OH NO!, OH NO! Ship of FOOLS !" 

ROBERT PLANT

"Someone Special"

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QmuYiYleTG4

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wYCpWblDKok


in time 

He won't..either will we...sent today!

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZYqcpTYQ8I4

Eric sent this through a couple of us in different ways. And we know who it is for.

A very special LADY..Who needs our prayers right now..

She truly is a "Soul Sister" and has helped in ways no one could ever imagine.

Eric Loves her for using her gift to help...RP...We Love You!

The music is how he tells us...

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jqw2BLdDzr4

The only WAY to prevent Murderous Corruption is to demand a transparent list of ALL DONORS and RECIPENTS...WITH PUBLIC ACCESS!!!

No one should be allowed to die in a hospital or left on the street BY AN AMBULANCE so another Ambulance would arrive a little too late for PROFIT !!!!!

There is way too much room for DOCTORS AND HOSPITALS to play God for MONEY! And money for the ones to who do the set up and cleanup ...Internet? Baitng?

Where there is BIG money there are always those who deal in darkness and cornering the market...and they do not care if that person is YOUR LOVED ONE!

This happened to Eric the same time we had several young men just VANISHED !

And I say....How little this SFPD seems to care...WHY?

http://www.psmag.com/business-economics/nancy-scheper-hughes-black-market-trade-organ-detective-84351

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http://www.counterpunch.org/2011/11/30/the-rosenbaum-kidney-trafficking-gang/

This picture is a part of the last email I received from Eric, 2/14/13

"One kiss-one hug-one ring I love you, I love you forever"

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ber2JVO3g5Y

A Tune that deeply touched Eric and Myself... Now a Memory of the Heart..

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Mwxga8udIio

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ICrDYsfjvgY

 
As always, you're monopolizing my thoughts, feelings and emotions ❤❤❤

You are always in my thoughts, you are always in my heart , and always in my dreams. I think of you always. It's been 2 years. Unbelievable. I miss you every waking moment Eric❤️

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=P7IbQyG9PL4

I NEVER KNOW WHERE ERIC IS GOING TO LEAD ME...

BUT

I KNOW WHEN HE DOES...........

DEAR LORD...LET US BE HEALED = JUSTICE !

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QRnpwwqm7-U

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hisAGn6nntA

False impersonation...

An individual, who is now dead(rip 11/13 5 mos later no Death Certificate for this individual)...acted as Next of Kin ? After Eric was drugged/poisoned and left on the Street? Abandoned by King American Ambulance...after they did what? And Taken to Pacific Medical Center, Sutter Health, Ralph K. Davies instead of SF City and County Hosital where they have a better Truama Unit.  

FYI Pacific Medical Center is apparently known for Kidney Transplant for Gay Men with AIDS.

King American Ambulance Report is completely different and contradicts the 911 Operators report.

Even though Eric had all his ID's with him, His family was not notified for 2 days.

And this was the official notice tucked in the front door, which was not seen or noticed..(See picture size 3"/2" ripped, folded) Does this look official to you?

And there was NO POLICE REPORT MADE...Even though Pac Med Center said they made one. They are suppose to make a report!...The string of lies and lack of protocol resulted in Eric's Death.

Homicide? For profit?..and there is NO Statute of LIMITATIONS on HOMICIDE

is there?! We deserve to have have our questions answered.

We have a Medical Record missing important information like the first 2 days!

The MOST IMPORTANT DAYS!.

There is no mention of the Femoral Stent,or why he even had one. No documentation of the large amounts of Morphine and Ativan that was administered and no scientific testing or EVIDENCE to prove their erroneous proclamations by the Doctor in their Final Report. WHY?..WHERE IS THE INVESTIGATION INTO MY SONS DEATH!

In fact, they only tested his urine and took no blood in the ER. And there simply was nothing there that could have done what was done to his heart. So did they do any further testing to find out why? NO...there was no further testing done. Testing that may have saved him. How many others have been found unresponsive and no testing was done except for common street drugs when there is a myriad of chemicals that would result in a victim experiencing cardiac/respiratory arrest. How negligent!

See below "In the Hospital".

Naomi Kelley City Attorney recieved an informative letter regarding this situation and she simply ignored it. It was confirmed that she recieved it.

Inspector Daniel Dedet who we were were deliberately channeled too, did not want to know any details. He said"Did your son EVER use drugs". PERIOD!!! Trying to assign blame to Eric. Something was given to Eric that resulted in complete respiratory arrest. And the witness who told us that Eric was drugged in his coffee with something that tasted or smelled like almonds...is DEAD!

SO the ER apparently was not interested in testing Eric any further to find out WHY he was in the condition he was in. It seems however they tested all of his organs. And it is documented that he went into a second cardiac arrest in their care.This event caused again a large amount of oxygen to be lost from his brain.

Eric had no Alcohol in his body, his social drug of choice. Found on Sunday, he had been missing since Friday having left to see about a job prospect.He had been home all week. He also had red restrain marks on his wrists, and an abrasion like road burn on the side of head, like he had been dragged? He also had a deep contusion on his abdomen..Kicked?

Ellen Moffatt Medical Examiner had my sons remains for 11 days. We assumed she was doing autopsy as one was requested "Suspicious Death".

She did nothing. So how is it ethical to keep a loved ones remains for 11 days? In fact, after telling us we could have my sons fluid samples for further testing, when we requested the paperwork to release the samples to us, we were told those samples had been thrown away !...Once again.. NOT PROTOCOL! So WHY ALL the BREECHES in PROTOCOL concerning MY SON"S DEATH!

BTW She is connected to the Muscle Skeletal Organ Transplant Network.

How is it that so many could just slip up? Not follow protocol. Even backtrack and try to cover for themselves and each other?

Eric was presented to them and they were given a false profile for which they saw an opportunity...?

And those responsible for drugging him, knew that the others would scamble to cover their misconduct and they also knew they would not be discovered for it would reveal, implicate so many?

Was Eric Set-Up?

Are Hospitals now making life and death decisions based upon profit?

DEMAND JUSTICE FOR ERIC AND HIS FAMILY!

Your Loved one could be next!

 You are worth more DEAD than ALIVE!

 Where there is PROFIT=BIG MONEY! There will be a Black market and CRIMINAL Activity and a Corrupt framework to "Corner" the MARKET in the HIGHEST LEVELS!!!! Harvested like CATTLE!

http://www.psmag.com/business-economics/nancy-scheper-hughes-black-market-trade-organ-detective-84351

and

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mjyZFrUP3XA

The only WAY to prevent Murderous Corruption is to demand a transparent list of ALL DONORS and RECIPENTS...WITH PUBLIC ACCESS!!!

No one should be allowed to die in a hospital or left on the street so another Ambulance would arrive a little too late for PROFIT !!!!!

There is way too much room for Doctors to play God for MONEY! And money for the ones to who do the set up and cleanup ...Internet? Baitng?

This happened to Eric the same time we had several young men just VANISH!

Today is one of those days that I can feel the void Eric's physical absence has left me with. Even though I know he is "around", it doesn't fill in the emptiness of not hearing his voice, seeing his face or reading his most recent emails, letters, or stories. I can hear his voice as clear as day, but I don't know whether to believe it is just a memory or if he's truly speaking. Confusing. Frustrating.Missing him. Still, after almost 2 years, I find it impossible to accept. It has only been 2 years, but in that same thought, I think "It has been 2 years!" I think the way and all of the unanswered questions, there will never be closure or acceptance. Someone with all of this energy, wit, charm, humor and love, and the abrupt way all of it ceased, I do not think it is possible to move on. You cannot help but feel his absence. All Eric emodies, you cannot help but feel it missing from your life. So when he choses to make his presence known, you feel it. You feel his energy there. You know its him. I just don't know whether to believe that's his voice I hear in my head, or the memory of it. I fight with myself over it. So, I just wanted to share this about him, because sometimes I feel pushed to do so. Eric liked to help people realize their full potential, always striving to help us be our best self. He always knew better than anybody, even better than we knew ourself.So insightful. I miss him terribly..every...single..day. I don't believe in a GOD, but Eric says there is a Jesus, he is real. Maybe once I understand that it will help me understand more about the loss of Eric. 

Happy New Year Eric..Though we feel you all the time, we Miss your presence so much..Everyday..ThankYou for sending this Song..So Much Love

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UKQpRgxyyqo

A Song from "E" for All  on Christmas 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1HWXzfdatN0

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=y7Ew-xif9k0

 A repost from December 2013 with additional information:

Eric was in a Coma for 11 days. The first day he really died, the day he was taken down, poisoned/drugged in his coffee per testimony of a witness,before he was revived was 3/3/2013. To some of you, that will mean something.

And so you will see the meaning of his writing the "Rabbit Hole". posted on this Memorial. He was gifted in the Spirit and felt it long before it happened.

Much anguish and confusion during that time. And there were those who took advantage of our anguish. They know who they are. A sad testimony to our World today when a victim is considered an asset.

And..the first day we were there...the Doctor wants to know if we are going to CREMATE our SON! Since when does a Hospital ask these questions?...So their acts, allowing someone to die, who has no insurance for profit will not be revealed? No evidence?
But even more despicable is to know that those who are assigned to uphold the highest integrity are nothing more than LIARS.. and they would dismiss and disregard the testimony of his Family and in fact it seems to be purposely excluded  from the record.

We asked if a police report was made and we were told "yes"...but...there was no such report.

  Eric WAS a victim for which the Medical Examiner did NO autopsy even though she had my sons remains for 11 days. And we were lead to believe she was doing one as it was categorized as a "Suspicious Death" and a "Coroners Case". Even Eric's Death Certificate is a LIE. Not based upon any discovery through science at all. Pure conjecture and meant to be what I believe is a cover-up. All dismissing the evidence that we his family presented to open an investigation. And this Medical Examiner refused to open an investigation. BTW, she is connected to a Muscle Skeletal Transplant Board.

The Medical Examiner DESTROYED the only Fluid Samples connected to my son after she said his family could have them for further testing. This was diliberate. And how does she get away with this? Obstructing Justice?

She KNEW we requested Eric's samples.

The Palliative Care Provider said to us, as she was pushing us hard to remove Eric from the respirator "You close your eyes, and then it's over". She made this announcement as she came in  accompanied by what seemed to be several male bodyguards for back-up. I thought "How morbidly sad". We absolutely know she is so wrong. Eric has shown us how wrong she is.  But perhaps that belief enables her and others to feel less guilt and do what they must for profit . She mentioned "We almost have enough money for the New Hospital".
Eric was breathing strongly even after they removed the respirator. But the large amounts of Ativan and Morphine that they adminstered would suppress his respiration. Curiously, those lethal drugs were missing from his Medical Records as was the first two days of observations and progress notes on Eric's condition were also missing .We, his family,  were not notified until Eric was hospitalized for 2 days. What happened?

It IS all about the Money...and I belive that Eric's second cardiac arrest could have been prevented.

Why did they allow strangers into ICU before his Family was notified? And those strangers took pictures of our Loved one in a COMA? Why the need to document a dying man? Who are these people working for? And one of them connected to the Insurance Industry? He is now in So Africa.

Why did Responders from a Private Ambulance Company Lie on their report?

They made up a False Report and THEY abandonded him after sending the Fire Dept away. Their report is in complete contradiction to what the 911 operator reported. And this Private Ambulance Company is rumored to pick up homeless for nothing? Even though they double charge other people? No...not for nothing...these "Homeless" never return.

Why was our main witness found dead after revealing his name to Medical Examiner? And this witness had no Death Certificate issued even after 4 to 5 months after his death. And this man, our witness, was connected to the man who was in the Insurance Industry who moved to So Africa.

Also, Eric's Life Insurance was canceled. Not by us.Who had access to his records to cancel Insurance? Forcing us to cremate. And The hospital asked if we were going to cremate?

Another man involved, allowed someone else to use his cell phone and claim to be him. Text messages about Eric, were also sent from the same phone with conflicting times to obviously set up false alibis. The man who sent the voice message was NOT the owner of the phone though he said he was.Why was he committing false impersonation? I have that call! Can be easily proven he was NOT who he said he was.

And even with these highly suspicious activities, the Medical Examiner REFUSED to open an investigation. Her findings on Eric's Death Cerrtificate say "Probable"!!??

There was no scientific testing to prove her probable. All conjecture and assumption and WRONG.  A LIE!!! 

So many questions and NO ANSWERS!


Note: I will be updating this writing periodically as more TRUTH reveals itself!

We deserve an investigation. This is not Medical negligence...I believe this is First degree Murder for profit and involves a Framework of corrupt cooperating individuals.

You see, even after we informed the Medical Examiner that Eric had been threatened, we believe by individuals who have affiliations with Underworld organizations who profit by All things in the Black Market including "Organs" (Eric has NEVER been asscociated with any GANG or Secret Organization) the Medical Examiner still would NOT open investigation. She in fact wanted to make a social call to speak with potential suspects/witnesses when she has NO expertise in Criminal Interrogation.  Could it be...that she also did not follow protocol? Could it be that she like others also profited from my Son's MURDER...No doubt there are corrupt individuals in place in all the framework now of our society including Government ready to carry out any order for profit and to score points for their "Over Lords". Especially those who have the money to pay for "Anything". We did NOT have an opportunity to speak to any individual within the Police Dept that we were not carefully directed too. That also says a lot! And their was no explanation of the bogus handwritten note in our frondoor from a so called Police Officer with a Badge Number that could not be read. A "3"  number Badge Number..FAKE!

I believe Eric was dumped into this already functioning well  oiled machine because someone put a "Hit" on him because of what he saw or knew and did not want to be a part of. I believe he was "perfectly" framed !

Someone knows. Someone profited.

Favors...

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TAncvkA_-ds

I found this picture of an angel.  Resembles Eric if he were burying his head in sorrow. He's sad to leave, not to be here. But, it is for a reason. This one particular angel stood out on different occasions. So here it is. Then this song "Fly to the Angels".

  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iheeQ2KKPMo

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fkL6wR0xghA

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gr_eVcCAUXo