So today its been two years youve been gone and it hasnt got any easier . Ivan is now 6 almost 7 and he constantly asks me about you his his grandparents and his sisters. I can only tell him as much as i know.  He asks me why you left him . and if he will ever see u again. When i tell him only in heaven his face turns into a frown. I see how much he resembles you your actions especially while he works out or while he hits the speed bag..His strength and ambition is amazingly similar to yours. I know your watching over him.But we miss you and i dont think thats ever gonna change.we love you forever i promise.