I had my first real breakdown in a while. Someone did something dumb and I said "Your Chicken!" When they asked me about it I said it is something my friend Erich says. Then it hit me like a wave and I couldn't stop crying. I miss my friend. So much has happened this year and I want to share it with him. I hope he is looking down on me and smiling. I hope he knows he is the voice in my head telling me, do better, be excellent. I hope to one day see you again.