Hello my love … a long “chat” today ….❣️❣️❣️

David and Darrin collected me this morning, and we went for Brunch in Caroline Springs.  Near the cafe was a large Indian Supermarket and I bought 10 packets of Dhal Purées!  So glad to get the kind we like.   ****

I will go to Gisborne next week - David will collect me, but he wants to make sure the dust work is done before I go back.  I know you are watching all the HUGE renovations they are doing!  You would have seen all the IKEA stuff in the garage … there were literally hundreds of boxes… ****

You saw the car they bought! It has all the ‘bells & whistles’ - you know what they are like! It is an electric car and does all sorts of clever things.  It looks very good. They are happy with it, they will enjoy it - and that is what is important for all our family - it is what you and I have always wanted for them.****

I worry about Sandra - sometimes she works during the weekend, or gets up very early to work on her  students reports.  Actually none of our three children take care of themselves.  Jeff needs new glasses.  David’s knee may need an operation.  ****

Anyway … Now I want to “chat” to you about two books I am reading on Kindle.  I am going to pretend we are sitting on our green sofas in Romsey or in the computer room in front of our screens - and we are “chatting” about these books.  I read a lot since your Transition .. there are two books I am reading on Kindle at present - I read some from each (!) : “Quantum Life” [Steve McVey], “Christ Code” [Carla Burns], Steve McVey and Carla Burns are both strong believers in Jesus - and both writers match up Spiritual and Quantum Physics in amazing and important ways - I think they have degrees in their fields of expertise.  It is also nice to read these books while I am watching “Chosen”.  
In “Quantum Life” a part of Bruce Lipton’s “Biology of Belief” was quoted which amazed me.  He is a Cellular Biologist…  “Cells are not just little organic robots waiting to receive instructions from our genes. They are intelligent and interact with their environment and with each other, constantly changing their behaviour to fit the ever changing world around them. And just as our beliefs, perceptions, and experiences can affect the way we interact with the world, they can also directly influence the way our cells function, dividing and reproducing or withering and dying based on the messages they receive from our thoughts, feelings and spoken words.  Cells exposed to positive words and thoughts respond by growing and multiplying. Cells exposed to negative words and thoughts slow down.  Words and Thoughts affect at Cellular Level.  Words are the fundamental units of creation, a unit of consciousness, and our world is created through the fusion of units of consciousness.”   {Double W.O.W. !?!? Trying to get my head around this!}. 
{No wonder Jesus Said …. “You will have whatever you Say”}!!!  
“Quantum Life” and “Christ Code” both also talk about “Spiritual and Quantum Entanglement“ (!?!?!)  This is what Jesus Prayed “That we be One” - I never realized this.  Both books talk about “SuperPosition” (?!?!) -  being in two places simultaneously.  “Omnipresent” - Jesus in Heaven and on Earth…  

Jesus said to His disciples - He had a lot to tell them ‘but they were not ready for it’.  I don’t think we are ready for this even now! It is mind-boggling.  I read a chapter - then have to read again …  

The film “The Matrix” is mentioned- with the Blue Pill and the Red Pill - I don’t think I have seen this movie. 
I love having a Kindle - I can read such great stuff on it!!  I get instant delivery of my books which is good.  One of the best gifts Jeff could have given me.
Well my love - that is my “chat” for now.  You will know and understand all this now (I think once we get to Heaven all information is down-loaded into us!) - but it is a LOT for my 85 year old brain cells to take in!!  Hence the amount of !?!?!?!? & !!!!! marks in this “chat”.   
May “chat” more about this next month …

I LOVE YOU… I THINK OF YOU… I MISS YOU….   Yours always and forever 

As usual I took our Family out to lunch for your birthday.  We went to Arundel Farm Estate and it was a great success!  Everyone really liked the venue, the food and the service.  The weather was great - warm and sunny.  We talked about how long you took to make your moves during the RISK Board Game … Jeff and David used to watch half an episode of something while you were making up your mind!!!!  It was a good lunch and I am sure you were enjoying seeing us all enjoying it all. 
I have put Daphne’s message onto your Page, and Jeff put the photo she sent onto the Gallery. 
I have asked Jeff to put our Lunch Group Photo onto your Page - Sandra thought it would be really nice to have it there.  First time we took a Family Group Photo at one of your Lunch Celebrations. Jeff put your 70th Birthday photos on your Page … you enjoyed that party so much.  The cake had your photo on it - you really liked that idea. 
So many memories come to mind - many times when your birthday fell on a Prayer Group Meeting Day - I skipped the meeting, and had a Birthday Lunch with the Prayer Group instead!  They always enjoyed it!  And so did you. 
I remember ever since my fall in Romsey Church - whenever we went up stairs you went behind me, and coming down stairs you went before me.  I am sure you watch me going up and down stairs now! 
I also remember you did not like having to find the end of the toilet roll!  So whenever we had visitors or after our prayer meetings - I always make sure I checked the toilet roll so that the end was showing.   
Another memory - I did not like saying “Sorry” so I would make you a cup of tea instead and you used to say that was my way of saying “Sorry” …. 
We did not only share memories of our 53years married life …. We shared memories from before we were married … All the family parties …. Visiting family on Christmas Day.  
Another memory… 18th April 2015 … the last time you and I danced together at the Maltese Dance - in fact that was the last time we went to the Maltese Dance as a Prayer Group.  I wore my Grey Chiffon outfit - I have never worn it since.  
Jeff put me onto such a GREAT series : “The CHOSEN” - I have to stop myself from watching more than one a day.  We would have so enjoyed watching it together.  It is all about Jesus and His Life .. they show His Mother Mary with grey hair.  They have stories of the various apostles … which are so interesting.  Mathew seems to have Autism … and is brilliant with numbers.  We really would have loved watching this series … not sure if we could have stopped with one episode a day! 
Well my love … once again Happy Birthday … I am sure our Family in Heaven are celebrating. 

I LOVE YOU… I MISS YOU… I THINK OF YOU …. Yours always and forever 

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Another month has passed.  Spent most of January in Delahey - came to Gisborne on 6th February and going back to Delahey tomorrow (17th).  Isabella having her first sleepover on Saturday, so Sandra and Sergio plan to enjoy a well-deserved night away.  I will stay with Lucas and it will be a relaxed night with movie and takeout! I think it will be Indian - spicy for both of us.  
Jeff spent Sunday night in Gisborne with me and I made him whatever food he wanted to take home. It was a very enjoyable night and we watched “Noah” movie.  He had some problems after his trip to the dentist which had me worried about him - seems to be OK now, but he was restricted for quite a while on what he could eat.  He is still coughing a bit.  
No matter how old our children get - we still worry about them - that never goes away.  
I enjoyed some nice lunches with David, Darrin and also one which included Jaye before the three of them went for their Comedy-Fancy Dress 3 night  Cruise.  They said it was OK - they only dressed up on the first night.  
I have my Vitamin B injection on the 23rd and seeing the rheumatologist on the 29th.  Sandra taking me for both.  
I am back in Gisborne on the 1st - David will collect me - and I will be there for three weeks while they are in Korea.  I will paint, journal, meditate, watch movies in my iPad!  Laundry and dishwasher will only be used twice a week because there is just myself.  Jeff will come up for a weekend and of course Sandra will be in touch via text and phone. She has a key to Gisborne.  So all is very well covered.  
Every month I send the 4 grand-nieces a small fun packet either from Kmart or Amazon.  I used to treat with pizza but sometimes there was a bit of a hassle with delivery being late and as it was dinner time it got a bit stressful for me trying to chase it up.  So I changed it to a fun packet once a month.  
Sheila and Brenda are planning to go on a cruise together - it will be good for them.  I know going on trips or Senior Lunches with Angela was good for me.  
David said if I want to go on a cruise he and Darrin would be happy to take with me - and get our dog-sitter - and I just pay for myself.  I prefer to do a family holiday - because I think they would have to adjust their activities to my age, and it will not be that much fun for them stuck with me for a whole trip. When we go as a Family it is so much easier and better because there are more family members to share slower activities with me!  
We have our Auckland/Fiji Cruise to look forward to in September - which is really very nice.  
Lucas is happy he has his computer etc in his room now.  He and Isabella have had some of their friends over for play dates which was fun for them.  
Well my love - that is me for now.  
I have been doing some painting - at present I am enjoying Abstract Painting -  it is quite relaxing and fun… quite therapeutic   
Also David got me new iPad and Kindle covers… yellow iPad and red Kindle.. very nice.  
You know all of these things which I have written about - but I need my “special chat time” with you.   
I LOVE YOU… I MISS YOU…. I THINK OF YOU …. Yours always and forever xxxxxxxxxxxoooooooooo❣️❣️❣️❣️❣️❣️❣️❣️❣️❣️❣️