Its 5:36 am in the morning February 25th im am up sick to my stomach granny i had a dream again about you you been on my mind alot this seems so unreal bc we talked about death more than usual i assume from the last dream you came in you are okay n have made it to heaven , granny i am overly hurt its like a helpless body living without purpose i know i want be here long it doesnt feel real. Here without you I haven't been staying at home I haven't been eating normally im sick things are not right . You spoke this unto life i use to think like aint nothing gone happen to granny or i use to say granny god not gone take u away just cuss you ask its not up to us when we want to leave i miss laying in bed with you , you always have your arm down in the cover n when i lay to close to you you would scratch my booty n back real hard i be like ahhhhh granny that hurt you be like well move than stacyee i slept with you just last month your were normal January 1 & 2 onna 3rd you changed my life forever , December 31 im like granny we made it to see another year you like its at 12 yet im like but granny we got 1 more day than that day came January 1 im like see granny we made it you aint say nothing ,my life feel purposeless without you , we would sit and watch scary movie eat grub hub n drink pop n crack jokes everyday all day i miss you i know i wasnt the perfect grandaughter but you never traded on me you always had my back n front granny you never made me feel less of a person you made sure i ate n had everything i needed you are my life saver that's how i know you earned your wings
