Hey Momma I just stop by to say I love you and I miss you dearly.
  Momma I have been praying that God touch my heart , and he has removed this thought, this quest, this ugly feeling away from my heart and mind, I see Ms. Carol walking the street the elderly lady that you use to take up time with, you fed her , you took her places , you help her get free clothing from the thrift store because the clerks knew you and you was of good character and standing, you would always answer her when she called you while you would be resting your feet, you would always make time for her
You both was diagnosis at the same time . You did everything you was suppose to do , changed your diet, treatments, kept your appointments, took your medication, got rest when you was tired .I see Ms. Carol still walking around not doing what she ought to be doing,(non-judgement) I spoke with her she's brittle , not doing treatments , smoking and still drinking... I had the ugly thought,... my mom did everything right why isn't my mom still here? I asked God to forgive me of that thought. God wanted you home and your tour of duty was over ,( And who do I think I was to question God?) Did I think I was Holier than thow? He knew you was tired and He wanted you to rest in the bosom of the Holy Spirit. God knew he had a vessel that needed rest in preparation for Jesus return, I had cried about this many of days , but now I know what it mean in the scripture John 14:16-17 NIV-And I will ask the Father, and he will give you another advocate to help you and be with you forever— 17the Spirit of truth. The world cannot accept him, because it neither sees him nor knows him. He left The Holy Spirit!!
I ask God to deliver me from this thinking process . I thank God for it, and I accept His gift of the Holy Spirit.. Thank you God for giving me a wonderful, strong, loving mother who accepted you in her life and who bestowed all the teachings of the gospel in her children, rather we took heed or not. Mom you did your job and you ran your tour of duty gracefully in God eyes
I love you momma I miss you but God loved you best
Rest On Queen Until Jesus Return
Your Baby girl
Gail<>