I have to be alot brave and strong to being here. It hasn't been easy my child going on in this life. Missing you and love you yet. Other's may think it's easily done to get on with life but it isn't. Only having that hope and knowing you are in far beautiful place am I okay. I know that you are leaving heaven to seeing about us at times. Father God is good about that, He is a very good Father and He's a good Counselor, too. I can't say take care of yourself but you are safer where you're at. Please ask others to praying on our behalf here. I guess by now you've seen your other precious relatives up there. And possibly some of the babies you lost. Missing you and love you my daughter! your mother...