13 years and still missing you everyday.

The Dodgers finally did it for you brother!

10 years of missing you buddy. I pray for you often. I think about you daily. I will never forget you.

Happy Birthday buddy. Miss you a ton.

Sorry for hearing late about your mother and general your puppy. Now you’re all together like I remember you guys in Santa Barbara. Miss all of you

Happy Birthday miss you crazy bro.. Unreal, still don't believe it.

Dreamt about you last night. Missed you a lot today.

Now that General had to join you, I'm mixing your ashes with his for the deschutes to the columbia to the pacific ocean. Roam free you two.

I think of you often buddy, such a strong, caring dude.. The world lost a good man... Rest easy. See ya one day!

Seven years today. Still love you. Still miss you. Mom

Happy Birthday up there..

6 years ago I found out a few days after the fact this happened. I thought you were ignoring me. I thought of our last convo...the exact same day it happened...if I knew that was the last time...the things that should have been said, the things I wish could have been said...but you know. You always knew. You see now. I wish it never happened. It shouldn't have happened. You are greatly missed. Always.

I hope you're smiling down on us, happy to have been a part of our lives. I wish you knew what you meant to all of us. No, it doesn't go away or get easier. But knowing I'll see ya again eases the pain.

You are forever in our hearts , Dam I wish you could be here now to see the young man your little brother has become . I know you guys would have a great time. Love you always and forever The Step Mom

It's been over 5 years now. And 10 since we met. Who knew a MySpace message addressed to my dog would introduce me to an absolutely wonderful, sweet, kind, and hilarious man. Our cutsie love story didn't last long without its major dramas that lasted another 5 years...but thruout it all, and even to this day...you are on my mind. Always. I think you would be proud of the woman I've become. I think you forgave me a long time ago but couldn't get passed everything that happened. I regret everyday things didn't happen differently. Especially the way it ended and the next few years after. I am now a wife and a mother..and I think about often what you'd think of how I've chosen to change and live my life since you've been gone. When songs from the time of Great Lakes comes on my Pop2K XM radio station, my first thoughts are my driving to great lakes to stand in the parking lot of your barricks to see you. The walk in the rain...and the last day u were in IL. The silly things u used to say...and the sweet way you would make me feel like your world. You were an amazing person and I miss you. I've never posted on a site for you. I was always uncertain what someone would say. But I am strong enough with the person I am now..that this needed to be said by me. I needed to let this out. "In my dreams, I'll be seeing you."

30

Every time I blink I remember something funny we laughed at. Whenever I fall asleep I recall a moment we shared, although it's been a while everyday it stings a bit more. Oh what I'd give to have my best friend back, a part of me forever lost until we meet again when the lights go out. Never forgotten Sean.

If you can hear me now
I'm reaching out
To let you know that you're not alone
And you can't tell
I'm scared as hell
Cause I can't get you on the telephone
So just close your eyes
Well honey here comes a lullaby
Your very own lullaby

Well honey here comes a lullaby
Your very own lullaby

You're in the arms of the Angel; may you find some comfort here

Please let me take you
Out of the darkness and into the light
Cause I have faith in you
That you're gonna make it through another night
Stop thinking about
The easy way out
There's no need to go and blow the candle out
Because you're not done
You're far too young

Well I know the feeling
Of finding yourself stuck out on the ledge
And there ain't no healing
From cutting yourself with the jagged edge

I'm telling you that
It's never that bad
And taking that something is where at
Lay down on the floor
And your not sure
You can take this anymore

Well everybody's hit the bottom
And everybody's been forgotten
When everybody's tired of being alone
Yeah everybody's been abandoned
And left a little empty handed
So if you're out there barely hanging on

Just give it one more try
To a lullaby
And turn this up on the radio