It's been over 5 years now. And 10 since we met. Who knew a MySpace message addressed to my dog would introduce me to an absolutely wonderful, sweet, kind, and hilarious man. Our cutsie love story didn't last long without its major dramas that lasted another 5 years...but thruout it all, and even to this day...you are on my mind. Always. I think you would be proud of the woman I've become. I think you forgave me a long time ago but couldn't get passed everything that happened. I regret everyday things didn't happen differently. Especially the way it ended and the next few years after. I am now a wife and a mother..and I think about often what you'd think of how I've chosen to change and live my life since you've been gone. When songs from the time of Great Lakes comes on my Pop2K XM radio station, my first thoughts are my driving to great lakes to stand in the parking lot of your barricks to see you. The walk in the rain...and the last day u were in IL. The silly things u used to say...and the sweet way you would make me feel like your world. You were an amazing person and I miss you. I've never posted on a site for you. I was always uncertain what someone would say. But I am strong enough with the person I am now..that this needed to be said by me. I needed to let this out. "In my dreams, I'll be seeing you."