November 15, 2021
November 15, 2021
My Dearest Mom.
Today you"ve been gone from us 9years.....It's hard to believe that today it happened, that the angels came and took you home and out of my life forever, I know it was just your physical self that you are always with me inside. But I Miss You so much, more than you know. Its very hard to go each day knowing that I will not hear your voice again. We talked every day several times a day. and i miss that....GOD I miss the phone ringing and hearing you say Hello Sandy. This disease has taken so much from me and I so have wanted to have my my Mom that I could talk to you about it. I dont have anyone to talk to it about and i need that I need YOU!! Not just for that just to see your face again feel that kiss on my cheek again. To see your smile!!! This year without you has been sooooo hard. Today is so hard,,,, more it seems than the rest and the rest have been hard, but this year has gotten to me like no other with out you!!! this Day is excrutiating with you gone, I just want to see you to hug you!! and i know I cant but it doesnt make me want to less.I know you always saaid to me " Dont Blubber" but you will have to forgive me for it and look the other way Mom...cause today I am blubbering!!!!, Oh Mom Thank You for adopting me and loving me as your very own. For giving me the life that was the absolute BEST. You and Daddy loved me and Susan with so much LOVE we couldnt have wanted for more!!! Thank you for being MY MOM!!! I hope in my heart that you were Proud of me and who I became. I know there were times that you probably werent and would voice that to me. But I know you meant well you wanted only the Best for me. I didnt know that then but I can see that now!! I was Always, Always So PROUD to be your Daughter and I still am to this day!!!!! I Always will be!!! Thank you for being my Mom!! I couldnt ask for any BETTER OF A MOM THAN YOU!!! I HOPE YOU KNOW THAT!! I WAS SO SO PROUD OF YOU!!! Even thru all the sickness and pain you endured that last year I was so PROUD of how you took it all in and pushed thru and persevered thru it all!! You were my HERO!! PLease continue to love me and be proud of me. I want that more than anything!!! i so look forward to the day we can all be together again. Till I see yours and Daddys faces again. I will be so Happy, because I too will be free from this pain that I am enduring every day...... I MISS YOU MOMMY AND I LOVE YOU SO SO MUCH!!! GOD I MISS YOU!!!!!!
Today you"ve been gone from us 9years.....It's hard to believe that today it happened, that the angels came and took you home and out of my life forever, I know it was just your physical self that you are always with me inside. But I Miss You so much, more than you know. Its very hard to go each day knowing that I will not hear your voice again. We talked every day several times a day. and i miss that....GOD I miss the phone ringing and hearing you say Hello Sandy. This disease has taken so much from me and I so have wanted to have my my Mom that I could talk to you about it. I dont have anyone to talk to it about and i need that I need YOU!! Not just for that just to see your face again feel that kiss on my cheek again. To see your smile!!! This year without you has been sooooo hard. Today is so hard,,,, more it seems than the rest and the rest have been hard, but this year has gotten to me like no other with out you!!! this Day is excrutiating with you gone, I just want to see you to hug you!! and i know I cant but it doesnt make me want to less.I know you always saaid to me " Dont Blubber" but you will have to forgive me for it and look the other way Mom...cause today I am blubbering!!!!, Oh Mom Thank You for adopting me and loving me as your very own. For giving me the life that was the absolute BEST. You and Daddy loved me and Susan with so much LOVE we couldnt have wanted for more!!! Thank you for being MY MOM!!! I hope in my heart that you were Proud of me and who I became. I know there were times that you probably werent and would voice that to me. But I know you meant well you wanted only the Best for me. I didnt know that then but I can see that now!! I was Always, Always So PROUD to be your Daughter and I still am to this day!!!!! I Always will be!!! Thank you for being my Mom!! I couldnt ask for any BETTER OF A MOM THAN YOU!!! I HOPE YOU KNOW THAT!! I WAS SO SO PROUD OF YOU!!! Even thru all the sickness and pain you endured that last year I was so PROUD of how you took it all in and pushed thru and persevered thru it all!! You were my HERO!! PLease continue to love me and be proud of me. I want that more than anything!!! i so look forward to the day we can all be together again. Till I see yours and Daddys faces again. I will be so Happy, because I too will be free from this pain that I am enduring every day...... I MISS YOU MOMMY AND I LOVE YOU SO SO MUCH!!! GOD I MISS YOU!!!!!!