Hi Dad,
Hope everything is well. Everything here is about the same. Everyone is fine. I had Mom make another doctors appointment with Dr. Moster for her eye. The appointment is March 15th so this Thursday we will go to the ENT for the biopsy and then I want her to schedule her back doctor also. Then I will know all her appointments are done so that when she goes home everything will be taken care of. We are going to Disney after all probably the beginning of March and Antoinette is going to go back to so everyone can be together. Hopefully the kitchen will be well underway by then. George is held up right now because he had to go into work to get one of their jobs done. Hopefully after today he can get back to the kitchen because the cabinets will be in soon. I've been thinking about you all day today
it will be 3 months you left me two days from now and I can't get you off my mind. I miss you like crazy love you talk to you tomorrow. Diana

Hi dear,
I was thinking about you yesterday a lot . So I figured I talk to you for awhile. Still no update on my surgery yet. and can you believe my baby will be 25 on the 3rd already. Wow I am getting old. Can you remember when I brought him home how small he was. and of course I was at the house all the time.( but I know you loved it) as always I loved being there so much. But remember how bad he was always crying he was a little sissy back then. Now is a toughy. but of course still my little baby. I am glad Julia is still at dianes for alittle more time. She still needs a little rest. She misses you so much. but I am sure you know that. We all miss you like crazy wish I could come visit you. but I will see you on day.  love ya xoxo

Good Morning Dad,
I'm sorry I forgot to write yesterday the day got away from me and when I woke up this morning I was upset with myself that I didn't write. I want you to know that even though you didn't hear from me I was thinking about you as always. You cross my mind a thousand times a day. Losing you is the hardest thing I have ever had to face and it is tough. I miss you all the time and when I walk down my basement stairs I turn the corner thinking you're still there then reality hits. I miss you so much it hurts.The only consolation I have is that you are no longer in pain and you are with your family again.Love you till we meet again. Diana

Hi Dad
Sorry I am writing so late the day just got away from me. Trying to get caught up on some work. Everything is about the same here. Hope everything is good for you. Well I keep it short since it is so late I will talk to you tomorrow. Love you and miss you as always Diana

Hi Dad,
Well as you probably already know Disney is not happening. Antoinette, Paul and the kids left this morning I took them to the airport.
Lucas was upset that I wasn't going but I can't choose one or the other so I decided not to go at all. I'm disappointed because I really wanted to see all the kids with the characters but I guess it wasn't in the cards. George, Angel and the kids and Karen will still go sometime in March or April. Georgie thought I was upset because they had to cancel but that was not the case I perfectly understand why they couldn't go. I guess my time will be better spend helping George with the kitchen. Put in a good word up there for George as he is getting very down about the business and is ready to pack it in. I'm worried about him. Watch over Antoinette and paul and the kids while they are away. Well i guess i'll talk to you tomorrow. Love you and miss you. Diana

Hi Dad
Well it's the day before we leave for Disney but everything is up in the air right now. I am waiting to see what George & Angel are going to do about going. They are torn as to what to do. In the same respect if they cancel I am torn as to what to do because if I go I will upset the girls and if I don't go I will upset Lucas. I don't see anyway to make everyone happy. This is such a mess. Otherwise everything is the same. George is working so the kitchen is at a halt for a few days until we can get this job done. We still didn't pick a backsplash or a countertop. All in good time I guess well just wanted to let you know I was thinking about you as always and Love you forever. Diana

Good Morning Dear,
Well I am also alittle nervous about your wife of 59 years going home. I feel the same way as diane does. But you know how she is. So as you know gabby went to the doctors yesterday so I would like you to get together with everyone and do lots of prayers for her I want her to beat this.and I know prayer has lots of power. I will try and go to the house as much as I can to keep an eye out on Julia and make sure she isn't doing to much. Even if we need to strap her to the chair we will. So make sure you are with her when she goes into the house for the first time. you can get her though this. well I am at crazy work today so I will write back soon. love and miss you like crazy.

Dad
Tammy as you know agrees with me about mom and she is right you should be with her when she walks into the house because I am sure she is going to be full of emotions. She doesn't have to stay there if she doesn't want to she can always come back and stay with us. The kids and grandkids will miss her when she goes home even Lucas who since you left us kind of blames her for you leaving. He doesn't understand why you can't come back. Well as I am sure you know Angel's grandpop passed away last night he was 92. Angel seems to be okay about it as he wasn't happy since his wife died. This is a little bit of a dilemma as we are supposed to go to Disney on Thursday. Well I bent your ear enough today so I will talk to you again tomorrow. Love you and miss you like crazy. Diana

Good Morning Dad,
I am sitting here getting ready to start working so I figured let me write to you now while I have a minute. Everything here is about the same a little crazy. Mommy is getting ready to go back home on Thursday and I am a little worried about it. You know how Mom is and I know she is going to try to take over at home and she really isn't up to it. Diane has been doing a good job taking care of Uncle Bobby his feet have been getting worse and he can hardly walk. I am just worried that mom will go home and try to do things she can't. Also I am worried about her being in the house and getting upset because you are not there. She hasn't really been home for over a year and the house has so many memories I just don't want her to get overwhelmed and depressed. Please watch over her and take care of her. If I see she is not doing well I will bring her back here to live with us. I don't know if that's what she would want though. Well I vented long enough as always I miss you like crazy and when mommy leaves I know I will miss her as well. I love you Diana

Hi Dad
Sorry I am writing so late but the day just got away from me. Right now I am sitting here watching tv and as always you crossed my mind and I remembered I didn't talk to you today. Well we got 22.5 inches of snow and George spent most of the morning digging us out of it. It is a mess. Hopefully the temps will go up and melt some of it. Well I'll go for now love you and miss you. Diana

Hi Dad,
Well, we woke up to a mess this morning over a foot of snow with another foot in the forecast for today. What a mess it looks pretty but it is not pretty to have to dig out of. George and Paul are working on it fortunately the snow is a light weight not a heavy wet snow. It's still a big mess anyway you look at it. You can't go out because it's dangerous and everything is closed anyway. As usual there is nothing on TV good to watch. I was working on some bids and started thinking about you so I wrote now to let you know I was thinking about you. Frankie is going to start doing some bid work for us I am going to show him the ropes so that hopefully when we are ready to retire he will know what to do. He's excited about it as he likes to take charge and do things. George and Antoinette are doing okay they miss you like crazy. Frankie told me he's being seeing you quite often when he tries to sleep and it is when you were very sick please help him to see you in his mind the way you were at his wedding. He misses you and feels like he failed you in some way. I told him you would never think that about him but he is struggling with it so please go to him and let him know you are proud of him I think it will help. Well I'll talk to you tomorrow but know you are never out of my thoughts. I miss you all the time. Love you Diana

Good Morning Dad,
Today is George's birthday but of course he isn't going to do anything fun he's going to be working on kitchen. We also have to get everything in as we are bracing for a big snow storm 12-18 inches they are calling for so we will be stuck indoors probably doing nothing more than watching tv and eating. Your probably glad to be where you are instead of facing this mess. I'll try to write back later as I have to get ready to do all my running. As always miss you and love you forever. Diana

Hello Dear,
well I am sitting in work( well my dad's you know I got laid off from my school job) and thinking of you. I am moving along with my weight loss surgery, so I will keep you updated how it goes. It should be next month some time. I am sure you have seen everyone up there and hopefully settling in. You are always on my mind. I was looking yesterday for our shore house for firemans weekend, wishing you could be there this year. well I am going end for now until next time just know that I love and miss you a lot.

Dad
Just sitting down after a crazy day today. We went to order the new cabinets and are trying to agree on countertops. I was thinking about you while doing this thinking about when you came with George and I to get the cabinets when we did the kitchen before. George is taking his time making sure everything gets done right. It's tough for him because your not here to help. Today is Frankie's wedding anniversary 4 years can you believe it. Time is going by so quickly. The kids are growing up so fast it's scary. Well just wanted to let you know I was thinking about you as always and miss you and love you. Diana

Hi Dad
I'm sitting at the computer trying to price a job and after speaking with someone from New York who couldn't spell or know anything I started laughing thinking about the key chain you used to have that talked and said are you always that stupid. The kids were talking about that recently and were laughing about that keychain they always played with at your house when they were young. We talk about you often as a matter of fact Georgie and I were talking about you last night I told him that some nights I can't sleep and I talk to you until I get tires enough to sleep. I know it must seem strange that i write you everyday but it makes me feel as though your still here with me. It helps with missing you. I still can't believe your not here anymore I always thought you would live forever, I know that's unrealistic but I didn't want to think about my life without you in it.Well I gotta go for now George needs my help with the kitchen since your not here. Love you as always Diana

Hi Dad,
Just writing to say love you and miss you. Still working on the kitchen slow but sure. George is working very hard every day to get all the dirty work done. I am leaving next week for Disney with the kids so I guess he'll get a lot done while I'm gone. Well I'll talk to you tomorrow. Love Diana

Hi Dad
Well today George was working on the kitchen and playing around with the electric. You know how much he loves that HaHA. He is giving me more outlets on the counters so more things can be plugged in because as you know when you did the kitchen before we didn't have enough outlets. The bar counter is going to be beautiful it will be a great work space. George wishes you were here to help but he knows you're up there laughing and saying your happy your not here to help. Well that's all for today except as usual I miss you and love you. I guess you already know but Sheila is coming up there to join her mom, dad, and brother. Ettie and her family are upset so help them to get through this. Remember to give me a sign that you are okay. I love you Diana

Hi Dad
Well it's Sunday night and as usual there is nothing on TV except football. I can't wait until football season is over. Phillies will be starting again soon, hopefully they will be a little better this year. I was talking about you today to George and telling him how much I miss you everyday. He tells me how lucky I was to have had you in my life for as long as I did and I know this is true but it wasn't long enough for me. I wasn't ready for you to go but I also didn't want you to live in pain.  George wasn't as fortunate as I to have his Dad in his life he never really got to know his Dad. If you see him tell him George is doing fine and still talks about him all the time. Mom misses you also, she isn't the same since you left us. Watch over Her and let both of us know you are okay. Love you with all my heart Diana

Good Morning Dad,
Just wanted to let you know I'm thinking about you. I wanted to write early because I have a baby shower to go to today. Everything is okay here, Georgie has a house showing today hopefully the people will be interested so he can move to a better neighborhood. We are getting ready to do our kitchen over I wish you were here to help George could use you talent and help right now. As always I miss you like crazy and think about you all the time. Love you Diana

Hi Dad
Sorry for writing so late today but it was a little busy today, You were on my mind most of the day in fact we were talking about you quite a bit today. I miss you and love you talk to you tomorrow. Diana

Hi Dad
Well didn't hit the powerball but 3 luck people did. I hope it was people who really needed it. I had big dreams as to how to spend it if I won. It's a sunny day today and that makes me think your smiling down on me. I miss you and Love you till we speak tomorrow remember Ilove you Diana

Hi Dad
Well tonight's the big night the big Powerball over a billion I hope your in my corner. Just wanted to tell you I miss you and I love You. Trying to keep busy. I took Mom to get her mammogram & Ultrasound. Next week I have to take her for a biopsy of her thyroid. Please make sure everything goes well because I can't handle much more right now losing you was the hardest thing in the world for me. Talk to you again tomorrow or maybe tonight in prayer love you. Diana

Hi Dad,
I just had to tell you every time I get on this site and look at your picture I smile. Your smile is contagious and when I see it I feel like your smiling at me. I know you enjoyed our talk last night, I was having trouble sleeping so talking to you helped me. You are the first thing I think of in the morning and the last thing I think about every night. I miss you terribly. I feel lost without you around. I love you. Diana

Hi Dad,
Just got a chance to sit and write to you. It has been a crazy day today being Monday and I have the kids but didn't want you to think you weren't on my mind. Miss you and Love you Diana

Good Morning Dad,
Sorry I didn't write yesterday it was a little crazy. I had a lot of running around to do but don't think for a moment you weren't on my mind because you always are. I had shopping to do for the house and then we went to look at some cabinets for the kitchen, then I had Julia's dance competition she did great you would be very proud of her. Dad she is just like her dad she goes all out in whatever she does she wants to be the best. Lucas still tells me everyday that he misses you and when we go out he looks up to heaven and says Hi to you. He is having a rough time adjusting to everything you leaving, his new sister he just feels lost. Watch over him and the others they could use an angel. Adjusting to you being gone is very hard for all of us You left such an impact on us all. I love you and miss you I will write again tomorrow. Love Diana

Gtood Afternoon Dad,
Had a hectic morning trying to get a stone for your resting place. It's all done now and I am glad I didn't want to ever have to do that. I know that not realistic but it just makes me realize your gone even more and it hurts that much more. Love you and miss you as always Diana

Good Morning Dad,
Just wanted to say Hello and that I miss you.Love Diana

Hello
its been a little bit since i talked to you on here but i talk to you often in my room. I dream about you to. I miss ya like crazy. I know you are watching over all of us. When i am at Diane's i can feel you around me. I was at the cemetary the other day to visit but i didnt stay that long didnt wanna get Juiia to upset. But i know you knew i was there. I am sure they are all showing you around. oh and i love the pictures. Unitl i talk to you again know that you are always on my mind. love ya

Hi Dad,
Just wanted to let you know I miss you and Love you. I am trying to keep busy so I don't dwell on you being gone. It is so hard sometimes because the last year and a half everyday I saw you and now I don't and it's hard I miss your smile and happy face. You will always be with me our connection can never be broken. Love you Diana

Good afternoon Dad,
Sorry I didn't write earlier but I had to take mom to Doctor Kearney this morning. She has to have a biopsy of the nodule on her thyroid so please take care of her and make everything be okay. You have an in now with God so you can make the request. Miss you as always love you Diana

Good Morning Dad,
just a little note to Hello and that I miss you. I have been working on your site putting up pictures of you and the kids for everyone to see. It helps me to do these things and to talk to you, I feel when I do this I still have you around. I know your in heaven and pain free but that doesn't make it any easier for me. I think about you all the time and wish you were still with me. I love you. Diana

Good Morning Dad,
Well it's been 2 months today that you left us and it still seems like a nightmare. I keep looking for you when I go down the basement and when I pass by Prospect Park or Taylor Hospital I get a bad feeling.
Losing you has left an empty feeling in my heart something no one can ever fill. You are the first thing I think about every morning and the last thing I think about before I go to sleep. I miss you like crazy. Mommy is having a very tough time with it as well she says she feels like her life has no meaning without you. We were just talking about it yesterday and she said you got so close the last two years she feels like part of her went with you. Hope you are painfree and happy. Love you till the end of time Diana

Hi Gramp,
I cant believe it has been 2 months since you left us all. Feels lije just yesterday but also like forever since i have seen you if that makes any sense. Christmas was not the same without you. I keep thinking back to all the years you and Gram stayed over at mom and dads. George, Frank and I are all so lucky to have had grandparents so involved. Gram and mom miss you like crazy. I know it will get easier as time passes but the pain will never fade. You will always be missed. I love you! Love, Antoinette

Hi uncle Frank writing this is making me so anxious, I jus aren't getting all this you whould think at my age I whould but I don't I just can't believe all this happen so fast you getting sick anut Rita wouding up in a wheel chair and so sickly , uncle al walking around with oxygen its jus to overwhelming I jus couldn't handle it and still can't it jus all my heroes that took care of my sister and I are sickley and now you passed I ain't ready to be a adult I ain't ready to be pushed right to the top it scares the hell out of me , people think I don't care people wonder how I have no emotions its that I don't its all bottled up in me and I am waiting to explode, its scary but God will help us all thru this, I know Diane is your daughter and Tammy was always like your daughter and I always felt like where do I belong, untill one day aunt Julia made those Xmas cermanics and she made Diane one and Tammy and you said to her where is Donnas ( tears) and aunt Julia said don't worry Cass made her one and you said OK make sure cause she is your daughter to that's when I knew I belonged that you really cared, thank you for always taken care of Tammy & I when my mom died thanks for always putting up with all of our family intruding in your house god bless you I don't know how you did it, well I am gonna lay down for now and try to relax I jus want you to know I didn't forget about you and couldn't forget about you its jus if I seen you in that hospital the way you were towards the end then I whould have to face that your gone and I jus can't handle it right now again its jus to hard to handle things right now, so again I'll let you go for now and hope you win your hand in black jack! Talk soon! Love Donna

Dad,
Just wanted to say I love you and miss you. Diana

Dad
Happy New Year. 2016 started out quiet since George went up to bed and Mommy fell asleep before midnight. I woke Mom up to say Happy New Year although you know you were the first person I said it to as the clock struck 12. I then said Happy New Year to my Husband and called my kids but I only spoke to Antoinette the boys were probably already in bed. I went to bed after that but couldn't fall asleep right away as I was thinking about you and all the New Years past. I hope you heard me last night when I talked to you.  I love and miss as always Diana

Dad
Well it's New Years Eve and for the 1st time in ten days it's actually sunny outside. It has been raining all the time. I know this New Year will not be so great because you are not here to spend it with us, but I hope next year will get a little better each day. Right now it seems like the hurt will never go away. I hope it gets a little easier but know you will never ever be forgotten. I love you and miss you Diana

Good Morning Dad,
I woke up thinking about you this morning. I know you heard me talking to you so I will keep this short. Miss you like crazy. Love you till the end of time.

Dad
Just wanted you to know my sister in law Carol was here today and brought me a gift in your honor. It is a star in the heavens named after you. She sent away to Germany for it and now we can look up in the sky and see you shining brightly. Lucas can't wait for us to show him your star. He misses you very much and tells me so everyday. Talk to you tomorrow. All my Love Diana

Good Afternoon Dad,
I was sitting here working on a bid and remembered I didn't write this morning, not that I wasn't thinking about you because you are always on my mind. I miss you so much it hurts. I think about you all the time and still can't believe your gone. I walk down the basement and hope it was all a bad dream. I love you and wish you were still here with us but I am glad your suffering and pain are over. Tell everyone Hello and behave yourself. Love Ya Diana

Good Morning Dad,
Just wanted to say I love you and miss you. Diana

Good morning dear,
well I am so glad that is over.We all made it through it but it was a hard task to do. Not the same without you there.I cooked on Christmas day and it was not easy trying to fill in your daughters shoes but I did good (LOL). I am sure you were having dinner with al that have gone before you. they better have treated you right. well I am at work so I will write ya later just know that you are always on my mind. love ya

Good Morning Dad
Just wanted to say I'm thinking about you and miss you very much. Love you Diana

Dear Frank;

 I was blessed to have known you and to have been a part of your Life,

Thank you for allowing me to be with you and Julia and Angelo since 2011.

 I loved helping Julia take care of you here at the house, and taking you to your Doctor's visits, when ever that was necessary, or even going for rides if that is what you wanted to do.

You will Always have a Very Special Place in my Heart & Mind

 God had his reason for having you join him now, I think that reason is to watch over all of us that are still here, even though it hurts so very
much, that you are not here for us to spoil you ( like pealing your orange's when you were ready to eat them ) & to help you and show you how so very much you are loved , missed & wanted & thought of daily.

 I promise you that I will do everything and anything that I can to watch out for Julia , Diana, George & all of your Grandchildren & Great Grandchildren.

 I thank God for not letting you suffer any more, that was the hardest thing for you & everyone to handle.

 I know that you are with the rest of your Family, that has gone before you, I am sure that everyone in Heaven is happy to see you, Please say hello for me and let them know that the Prayers and Candles will continue to burn until we are all together again.

 All my Love and Thank's Frank for all of your Kindness that you showed too me.

 Your Friend now and Always, Love, Hugs, Kisses

 God Bless You

Diane xoxoxoxoxoxoxox

Good Morning Dad,
Well we made it through Christmas but it wasn't the same without you. Everyone missed your smile and laughter. Your grandchildren all missed you and took care of mom and me to make sure we made it through teh day. thanks for the little sign that you were here with us it meant everything to me to know your still with us in spirit. You are the first thing I think about every morning and the last thing I think about every night. I miss you so much and I hope that in time it will get easier because right now I feel like I lost a part of me when you left.
I love you. Diana

Dad,
MERRY CHRISTMAS. I am sitting here thinking about you and missing you terribly. I hope Christmas eve was like it was years ago for you with Grandmom and Grandpop and the whole family. Christmas is not the same for me this year as my heart is hurting because you are not here. I love you so much and ,miss you like crazy every day. I am thankful that we got to spend the last year and a half together because I think we got closer than ever. Mommy is not the same since you left us She is lost without you. Lucas talks about you every day/ You left such an impact on that boy it is incredible. He tells me every day he misses you and wants to know when you are coming back. I wish you could but I know your suffering is over and you are at peace with everyone else who has gone from us. I hope your Christmas with Jesus is good. Watch over us all Until we meet again.

Dolle,
Its me your wife of 59 years, I know I tortured you with it everyday but you never forgot. Merry Christmas to you and everyone in our family and friends. Hope it is a good one. It's not a Merry Christmas for me but it is a thankful one because your suffering is now over. When my parents passed they took a piece of my heart and when you left me the rest of my heart went with you. I miss you terribly and am lost without you. I heard you calling me this morning to make sure I got up for the kids and Diana knew you were here by the candle still burning in her window by her bed when all the others were out. We know you are with us but it doesn't take away the pain of not seeing you. I know each day will get a little easier but the pain will never go away totally.
i love you say hello to everyone until we meet again Love your wife of 59 years Julia

Hello, well I am a day late on here but I am glad that this is here for me to talk to you. I think about you so often I still cant believe you are gone. you are greatly missed by everyone. I understand that it was time for you to go, but I don't think I was ready yet for it to happen Spending the last two days with you in the hospital really showed me that you were fighting so hard to stay. I know you heard every word I said to you that night in taylor, and thanks for raising your eyebrows to let me know.i am so glad that I was able to stay in the room with you as long as I could and you thanked me for it. I really don't know were that strength came from but I was glad.I know that you enjoy being with all the family members that are all there. I miss you so much and think about you a lot so I will write often hope you don't get tired of me to quick. But I know you have patience for me you always did and always gave me the smile (like I love ya tammy) and I appreciate all you did for me. love ya

Gramp its been 46 days since you left us..... 46 days, three hours and thirty minutes to be exact. I still feel like I am living a nightmare. Though you are at peace, selfishly I prayed to God to keep you here with us. I guess God knew how truly special you are and had bigger plans for you. Lucas asks about you everyday and since today is your birthday, we are taking balloons to your gravesite for him to release. He misses you like crazy and tells me how he is going to build a ladder to heaven so you can come down. He asks about you all the time. This is how I know that Georgianna will never forget you either. The impression you left on Lucas is amazing and I will forever be thankful for his great memory. In him your spirit will live on. I miss you terribly. Happy Birthday! Try to behave yourself! I love you very much!

Uncle Frank,

Albert & I wanted to wish you a very Happy Birthday in heaven. We know Theresa is up there celebrating your special day with you along with everyone else who has left us. Your all probably partying and playing cards up there in heaven. Just want you to know your missed so very much! As much as we wish you were still here we know you are not suffering anymore. You were a fighter and fought til the end, God bless ya! We want you to know we love you and always will. We will never forget Big F! Now on your special day, as we wish you Happy Birthday and send our love to you above, we have one last thing to say... Let's go EAGLES! Love you! Love, Albert & Natalie