Boob, Happy Birthday. I miss you so much. Wish I can call you and wish you Happy Birthday, as I always did. Months have past, and my life has never been the same without you. I dislike more now than then that our finances kept us from seeing each other, but now Heaven is between us which is a brighter light, since I know that we will meet again some day in Heaven. I hope and pray daily for your peace Boob. I've promised myself that starting next year, I will always take your Birthday day off, not my own Birthday, to celebrate your life! I'll go check out cars, eat pumpkin pie, may even take a bike ride (maybe not, you know, I'm such a chicken shit) :). Anyway, just by taking your day off, I can be more like you for one day, by thinking of your Birthday, and not my own, as you always thought of others, and never yourself! I've called my car a name in memory of you, I drive daily with your Prayer Card sitting on my dashboard along side of my Rosary, my fireplace at home, I've converted to your memorial, where I speak to you, and light candles for you. I also have a locket that I will begin to wear on your Birthday tomorrow, that has some of your ashes that I scraped desperately from your urn, knowing I needed to wear you. I will begin to feel more sound and at peace, knowing I am carrying a part of you on me. No matter where I am, I need you Boob. Your last words to me, we're just that, you needed me. Boob, I hope I can be more like you everyday, your heart of gold, the way you could forgive, even Sin, just for your children. I will continue to celebrate your birthday for as long as I live. I Love You like no Sister or Brother could ever imagine. We were a special pair, and we knew we were. May God Bless You, and may your Spirit be in Peace with Mommy and Daddy. You were Mommy's King, El Rey. Forever, and ever, Your baby Sister, Di