I need you my son, I miss you my son, I love you dearly my son, this pain in my heart grows more & more each day . No words to explain what's left inside me. Sadness I feel no joy no happiness to me no more holidays no more birthdays here i am physically, mentally don't and can't think, tears haven't stopped since that day yet I feel I have t cried why son ? why didn't you hold on ? I am so sorry I wasnt there how scared & alone you must've been I'm so sorry I wasn't there holding you, holding your little hand...