Oh my goodness, I need to talk to you more often, Gabriel Luis i still haven't figured out my life without you, I don't know what to do or what it is i'm doing wrong but I'm always alone now I don't see your brother or sister anymore. I Just don't know what to do anymore. After, my surgery I feel like my life would be different, but for some reason I am going down hill. At this point I guess I'm just feeling sorry for myself. Not sure what I was doing have children, I never should have been allowed to have children. Look what I've done to your brother and sister, I've managed to alienate everyone from me, but really I've been ok I'm used to being alone now. I just wishes would come true. Wish you were here. I know you are always by my side, because I feel you next to me when I'm needing you the most.Like now

Hello Love sorry I haven"t been by. I still feel the same as I did the day you left me/us. Another year has past and I'm missing you more and more each day you are my Guardian Angel so I do know you will always be with me no matter what. My biggest thing right now is always the same sad but I do thank God for giving you to me at least 24 years. Lou I seriously miss you and I'm not sure what or how I've made it this far all I do know is all of you that have gone before us are forever missed and sorely missed. Tell everyone I Love and miss you all.

I find myself thinking about you a lot today. I learned so much from you you were my best friend I miss you gabe ❤️ I know you my mom little Christina and grandma are together up there and I can’t wait to see you all again.

Another birthday and I feel like I need to get you your Birthday cake Lou. I find myself thinking about you alot as you know it's that time of the year again so hold on here we go. Love and miss you as always

Hello my love, I'm sitting here watching your nephew Lyzian. I watch himand Xacyi playing and I still imaging you and your brother. I still miss you and need a big hug, (even if you didnt like to hug much).
I will miss you until we're together again.

I realize I haven't visited with you much lately. My life as you know has been so hectic if it's not one thing its another, but I'm still hanging on. When I go for drives I feel you in the passenger seat next yo me. Another birthday went by I can't even imagine you any older than 24. So much has changed since you went home. Baby Elias and papa Xacyi and now tiny papa to be born soon, you would love them and they you because you were an amazing Uncle. For now my cuddly bear I Love ever until we meet again.

Happy Birthday cousin ❤️ Love you

I Love you more than words can say and I miss you just as much forever in my prayers.

I'm sure you know I Love and miss you forever, my tears have calmed some and my heart still ache, but I do know that one day we will meet again until then my boy I continue to hold on to the memories I have and you always make me smile

I miss my bestie but I know hes with grandma and my mom hanging out watching rush hour and austin powers on repeat