My Butch,
Some days are a treasure and when things get really bad I go back to those days to survive. I thank God for all our beautiful memories that I have to go back to, because I have had some really bad days since I lost you. Your memories are my safe place and they are what keep me going from day to day. I miss you so much and love you with all my heart. You are and always will be my one and only love ❤



 
 

My Love, I miss you so much. You are and always will be my forever and ever. I look at cards that we have given each other and they are always signed " Love you forever and ever." You were my perfect guy and I miss that so much. You left me with so many loving and beautiful memories and for that I will be forever grateful. You will never be forgotten and will always be loved by the two people who miss you the most. I'll always love you " forever and ever " ❤



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Missing you more than ever and wishing you were here with me. My love for you is never ending, you will forever be my one and only love. Yours for eternity.

I miss you so very much and I love you with all my heart.
Forever and ever.

Missing you so much today and every other day. You always made holidays so much fun, and I'm so blessed to have all the beautiful memories you left behind. No one could hide easter eggs the way you did. I miss everything about our life together. You are and always will be the love of my life. Yours forever

I just learned of the passing of my best friend Debbie's husband and my heart is breaking for her. We now share the pain of losing the person we loved most of our lives. When I called her I could feel her pain, because I live with that same pain everyday of my life. We were both very lucky that we found our soul mates so early in our lives. You and her Stanley were so much alike loving, kind, very hard working and loved by so many. I wish I could have told her that it will get better with time but I know that the pain never goes away. I miss you so very much and love you with all my heart. Yours forever and ever.

It's your birthday and I miss you just as much today as I did the day I lost you. You are my one and only love and the most painful thing I have ever had to do is to go on without you. Every minute of every day I feel your loss more and more. You are and always will be a part of me. How I wish you were here and all this was just a bad dream. You know I will always love you and miss you with all my heart. Yours forever and ever.
Birthday wishes my love.

Missing you so much and my heart is feeling so broken without you. How I wish you were here, life is so hard since I lost you. You are such a part of me I don't know how to survive everyday missing you. I would give anything to have you here with us. Do you know I still cry when I think of how beautiful our life together was and knowing I will never have that again. You are and always will be my one and only. I love you with all my heart.

I love you and miss you more and more everyday. I can't help but wonder what you would think of how totally crazy the world has become. I miss the world as I use to know it before I lost almost everyone I love. Living without you is the hardest thing I have ever had to do. I will forever miss us and our life together. If wishing could make it true you would be here with me. I will love you forever.

I miss you so very much and wish you were here. My computer is lost somewhere in our storage unit and I am leaving this message from my phone. I really need to tell you how much I love you and that I think of you every minute of the day. You are and always will be my one and only. Yours forever and ever.

Our last goodbye was never said...
Because I refused to believe I would ever be without you.

Missing you every day of my life.
I love you so very much ~ Always and Forever.

You taught me that love is forever...
Everyday we spent together was a dream come true.
And now that we are apart, I still feel that love just as intense as always.
You are and always will be my heart and soul.
I miss you so much it hurts and love you beyond all understanding.
You are the love of my life.
I love you for infinity.

Please come back to me...

Even as a shadow
Even in a dream.

Please come back to me.

I love you and miss you so much.
We don't laugh as much without you.
Our lives are so different because you aren't here.
We love you more than ever and talk about you all the time.
Nothing is as much fun without our third partner in crime.
You are and always will be the missing piece of our puzzle.
Where ever you are may you always know how much we love you
and miss you " Forever and Always".

Missing you more and more with every day that passes. I miss the life we shared together, it seems like since I lost you the world has gotten so crazy and heartless and is getting worst everyday. I can't tell you how much I treasure the memories of our life together and knowing I will never have those days again break my heart. Amanda and I always wonder what you would think of how the world has changed so much in such a short time. The one thing that will never change is how much I love you, Yours forever and ever.

You are the best father ever and I miss you and love you with all my heart. I have been remembering all the fathers days we have spent together, wishing we were still having our barbeque, listening to music and just enjoying being together. You would never believe how much life has changed without you here, friends that I thought would be friends forever have stabbed us in the back and tried to put us in harms way, These are people you trusted and believed in, it is really sad to see the true side of people you trusted for years and years. But you do still have true friends that have known you since grade school and that talk about you and brag about you, even when they don't know I am listening. They are always there to help and I am so grateful for that. You are loved and missed by so many, but I am so proud to call you mine forever and ever. Give my Dad a hug from me and tell him I love him.
Yours for eternity,

The world has gone crazy and I wish you were here being the strong one,
the one to tell me everything is going to be alright and to hold my hand. I need to hear you say "I love you forever and ever" and most of all I want to touch your face and hear your voice. I wonder everyday what you would think of the craziness and evil that is going on now. I love you and miss you more than you could ever know. Please watch over us because we need you more than ever now. You are my heart always and forever.

My Butch,
You were mine at the time and the feeling was sublime
You were mine, you were mine, you were really, really mine
And I know that our love was a love of true love
But now, since your gone I'm so sad and alone
Remembering the love that we had for our own
Now I'll go on my was thinking of that lovely day
You were mine, you were mine you, you were really, really mine
And I know that our love was a love of true love.

I love you with all my heart ~ Today, Tomorrow and Forever.

I love you and miss you with all my heart ~ Forever and Always

I am sorry I haven't written in awhile, but I'm sure you know that the whole world has gone insane and people are acting crazy and selfish. I wonder everyday what you are thinking of everything that has been happening. I have never seen anything like this and it is really scary. I need you here to help me make some kind of sense out of all this because you have always been the voice of reason and could keep me calm. I miss you so much and feel like without you everything is out of control. Please watch over us and keep us safe from all the madness in the world. I love you and need you so much. Yours forever and Always.

" Do you have a magic spell to return someone to life " She said.

" No," the witch said, 

" I'm sorry."

"Oh."

" Why don't you tell me about him? "

"Will that bring him back? "

" For us. For a little while.

Stories are a different kind of magic. "


I read this and I realized talking about you and writing about you, that is my magic, because for a little while I am with you again and no one can take that away from me. My memories and stories are what brings us together and always will. I love you and miss you so much. Forever yours...

I loved you like there was no tomorrow...
And then, one day there wasn't.

I miss you so much and love you with all my heart.

My Butch,
I held you close in my heart today,
it made me feel complete.
You may be lost...but you are not gone
because you will always be a part of me,
As long as the sun shines...
As long as the wind blows...
As long as the rain falls...
You will live inside me forever,
for that is all my heart knows.

It's you birthday today and I should be baking a peach pie because that was your birthday wish, no birthday cake for you. I really have a hard time on days like this because I feel your loss so much more with all the special memories. If I had one wish you would be here and we would be celebrating together. I miss you with all my heart and love you more than words can say.
Wishing you a beautiful Heavenly Birthday. Love you, Sherry

On that day... Everything changed.
Since that day... Nothing has or will ever be the same again.
Our yesterdays are all I have left and our tomorrows will never come.
I still love you with all my heart and miss you every minute of every day.
You are and always will be the love of my life.

In dreams I walk with you
In dreams I talk to you
In dream your mine all of the time
In dreams, beautiful dreams
I love You

I'll always hold the space where you should be.
I'll always speak of you in the present tense,
because you're still with me and you always will be.

As long as I live,
you will live.
As long as I live,
you will be remembered.
As long as I live,
you will be loved.

Only you hold the key to my heart.
I love you

Missing my special Valentine this valentines day. You are and always will be the love of my life and I wish you could be her today and every other day. I never realized how special memories are until I lost you, they keep you close to me and sometimes they come out of nowhere and make me laugh or cry. I talk about you all the time, even to people I don't know. I never want you to be forgotten because you were loved and respected by so many. My valentines day will never be the same, just as my life will never be the same without you. I love you and miss you with all my heart.

I will never forget you...
In my happiness you are there.
In my sadness you are there.
You may not be by my side,
But you are always in my heart.
I love you and miss you

I will never forget the day I met you.
I will never forget the first time I kissed you.
I will never forget the first time we said ' I love you.'

Everything that I do I always think of you. You were my love and my life,
to have to go on without is so hard. I have had to make so many decisions without you and it makes me realize how much I really need you here. Being in a new place with everything so different there are so many things I want to share with you, even small things, like the other day we ventured out in a small snow fall and getting ready to back out of the driveway a perfect snow flake fell on the windshield of the Jeep, It was small but it was just like the ones you would see as Christmas decorations, and my first thought was, I wish Butch could see this. Things like that have happen everyday since I lost you and I hate that your not here to share everything with us. I miss you every minute of everyday and I love you with all my heart.

If I could have anyone in the world,
         It would still be
             You
You will always and forever be in my heart.

On that day...
Everything changed
Since that day...
Nothing has or will ever
Be the same again.

Our tomorrow never came...
Did you know how much
I love you...

Butch do you know how much I love you.
Forever and ever.

I wake up every day knowing a part of me is missing
and I feel that loss more and more as time goes by.
I love you
and
miss you
with all my heart

Missing you so much today...
Every day without you is like summer without sunshine
and winter without snow. I wish I could talk to you
because I have so much I want to tell you.
Life has changed since you went away and I need you here.
Any day without you is hard but Christmas without you
is almost to much to bare. I love you today, tomorrow, and always.

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When stormy days surround me
You are the rainbow that appears.
I know we have no more tomorrows
But you are all my yesterdays.
And all those beautiful memories we made together
Will stay with me forever. I love you more than words can say.

When I lost you I realized then that
I had become the keeper of our memories.
I would be the only one on earth who had experienced them,
And I would keep them with me for the rest of my life.

You are my first thought every morning
and my last thought every night.
I love you with all my heart.

Being in a new place is hard and I miss you every minute of every day. Having to find new places is a real pain, I have found the grocery store, the drug store, the post office and gas station. Every time I need to find a place I have to google it and then draw a map, but I am sure I will get use to it soon. I still won't drive in the snow no matter how light it is. I wish you were here with us, there is always that missing piece of our lives that only you can fill. I will never get use to you not being by my side, remember we always said forever and ever and I really believed we would be together forever and ever. You know I love you and always will. Yours forever and always.

I wish I could say you would love it here but knowing how much you disliked winter I am sure you would be complaining about the cold. I really don't mind it at all, we woke up this morning to a light snow fall and the realtor said we should be prepared for a white Christmas (she said about ten inches of white Christmas) so I am looking for a snow shovel and learning to stock up on supplies. You have no idea how much I wish you were here, I miss you with all my heart and I still feel cheated every day without you. Amanda told me when we lost you that she felt you were going to all the beautiful places in the world and doing all the wonderful things you always wanted to do, but last week someone told me that I was the love of your life and you were always by my side. As much as I would love you to do all the things you always wanted to do, I really hope you are by my side every day. You know you are and always will be the love of my life and that will never change. I love you my Butch ~ Forever and ever.

If love could have saved you
You would have lived forever.
My love forever and ever.

I missed being able to come to your memorial so much during the move, this is where I come to look at all the pictures and go back to a time when life was wonderful and we were together, so for a little while I can go back in time and remember how special and full of love our life together was. I love you with all my heart and will miss you always.

I will forever miss you...
I know you have to be surprised that the girl you knew from day one was not a traveler just drove across the country, but I was so determined to leave California and since Amanda has someone special in New York that was the best choice and Upstate New York is so beautiful and lots of room for our cars, putting them on those transport trucks was one of the hardest things we have ever done because they are such a big part of you and to trust someone else with them was so scary. Thankfully they made it okay and are safe in our garage. We just had some really cold weather but I don't mind it at all, I think you would love it here and I am looking forward to Christmas in New York and wish with all my heart you were here with us. The trip was something I would never want to do again and I am so happy it's over.
I love you and miss you ~ with my whole heart for my whole life.
                   

I love you and miss you so much.
You are the love of my life and that will never change.
you are mine and I am yours forever and ever.

When I say I miss you...
I really mean, I miss your smile and I miss your voice.
I miss your laugh and I miss your jokes.
I miss you being next to me and holding my hand.
I miss you so much I can actually feel my heart breaking.
I will never get use to living without you.
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Life has been so crazy the last few months and there hasn't been one second that I didn't wish you were here. Selling the house has been a nightmare and I pray this time everything will fall into place and we will be on our way out of here next month. Yesterday Don came over and got your 32 truck running and I am so grateful that all the cars are running and ready to go. I can't wait to be on our way to new place far away from all the bad memories and the cruel people we have had to deal with. I wish you were here and we were doing this together, but I know you will be with us in spirit and watching over us all the way there.
I love you with all my heart and miss you more than words can say.

Loving you changed my life...
It's no surprise that losing you has done the same.
Do I choose to wake up every day and grieve.
No. I wake up every day and know a part of me is missing.
There were a million things I wanted to say to you,
goodbye was not one of them. I love you to Heaven and back.

Miss you more than anyone could ever know.
I wish you were here I am so tired of making decisions without you.
I have wasted two months and a lot of money trying to sell this house
to a buyer with an FHA loan, Never again. We are listing again with the
understanding we will only accept a conventional loan or cash and I
pray it will sell really fast. I know if you were here I wouldn't have to depend on other people to give me advice. I am learning I have been
way to trusting of people and our best interest isn't their priority. I
want this over and done with as soon as possible. I can't believe I am having to do this without you. Wishing you were here with all my heart.
I love you and miss you ~ Yours Forever and Always.

My mind knows your gone but my heart will never accept it.
                     I love you

Grief comes in stages...
The beginning,
The middle,
The rest of your life.

I spent today missing you, and that is how I will spend tomorrow
and the day after that and all the days after that.
People think that I have survived your loss.
What they don't understand is that I have to relearn how to
survive each day without you, because each day is different
and each day you are still gone from my life. 
I love you forever and ever.

I found a picture of you that I hadn't seen in a while.
I held it gently in my hands, lost for a moment in your smile.
I found a note from you written in your own special way.
I held it in my hand, lost for a moment in that day.
Memories, sweet gifts from you,
To allow my heart to breath,
To let me be lost in the moment,
To remember life as it use to be.
I miss you so much,
And love you with all my heart.

You are near,
Even if I don't see
You are with me, even if you are far away.
You are in my heart, in my thoughts, in my life always...

Grief is more than missing someone...
It is an unrelenting ache for reality to be different
and for the impossible to come true.

I never realized moving was such a stressful process.
it's like a roller coaster ride with constant ups and downs.
I found out I had to have a certain plumbing line dug up
and I had no idea where it was. After plumbers dug a hundred
holes in the back yard someone told me to go to the planning commission and see if they had a map of the property. So off we went and when we got there found out their maps didn't go back that far, as Amanda and I were getting ready to walk out this kind gentleman stopped us and said he may be able to help asking if we had ever gotten any building permits, so I gave him your name and in a few minutes he came back saying he thought he may have found something. After he showed us all the permits that we had gotten over the years the very last one he though might be helpful was the permit we had gotten to build your garage and there it was a blue print you had done showing everything we need to know. And at that moment I didn't care about finding the location of the plumbing because I was taken back in time and all the memories came flooding back. I stood there and teared up like a baby as I touched your handwriting and remembered all the beautiful days with you. Those are the moments that keep me going, the moments you come back to me and are as real as if you were standing there with me. I love you with all my heart and forever will. You are my one and only.