ForeverMissed
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                                   Gary H Serrano

This memorial was created in the memory of our loved one  

                                       " Butch "

       We will love him, miss him and remember him forever...

We miss you more and more everyday. Our love is never ending...

                               ~ Always and Forever ~




                           You Will Be Remembered

You will be remembered, when the flowers bloom in spring

In the summertime remembered, In all the fun that summer brings

     You will be remembered, when fall brings leaves of gold

    In the wintertime remembered, in the stories that are told.

   And you will be remembered, each day right from the start

             For the memories that we once shared

        Live forever in my heart ~ I Love You, Sherry



         

                          

    


October 15, 2018
October 15, 2018
I have been alone since the day you left.
You are no longer by my side and I miss you everyday.
Please come home, If only for one night,
I'll hold you until morning and then kiss you goodbye.
Remember I love you and forever will grieve.
You live in my heart and in my dreams.
October 10, 2018
October 10, 2018
Everything can change in an instant.
Everything...
And then there is only
before and after.

I loved you before and will love you forever,
You are my life and my love.

Getting ready to move has been so hard, leaving so many memories behind of everything we did together on our first home, but its not home anymore and I know I will carry all the beautiful memories of us wherever I go. You are and always will be with me. I love you and miss you.
October 6, 2018
October 6, 2018
I keep you in my heart every moment...
I love you and miss you ~ You are my life and my love forever.
September 25, 2018
September 25, 2018
As long as I breath you will be remembered...

You are deep within my soul, a part of me forever.
Deep within my heart ~ There you are and there you will always be.
September 8, 2018
September 8, 2018
It was no accident me finding you,
Someone had a hand in it long before we ever knew.
Now I just can't believe you're in my life,
Heaven's smiling down on me as I think of you tonight.

I love you and miss you with all my heart ~ You are my forever and always
September 2, 2018
September 2, 2018
I miss you so very much and my love for you is never ending...
       I chose you in this world and in the next.
September 1, 2018
September 1, 2018
Yesterday I felt okay
I smiled when I thought of you.
I remembered happy times
And the funny things you would do.
But today I feel so sad
I think of you and cry.
I'm missing you so very much
And still asking God why?
I don't know what will happen
When I face another day...
What will tomorrow bring?
Will I cry or be okay?
This roller coaster of emotions
Is the worst ride of my life,
Nothing can ever prepare you
For the never ending heartbreak.
I may not handle my emotions
The way that I should,
But everyday I thank the Lord
For the time I had with you.

You are my love ~ You are my life ~ Forever and Always
August 17, 2018
August 17, 2018
Time is...
Too slow for those who wait,
Too swift for those who fear,
Too long for those who grieve,
Too short for those who rejoice,
But for those who love, time is not.

Time doesn't exist for the love I have for you,
it will go on for infinity.
It has always been you and it will always be you.
August 14, 2018
August 14, 2018
Losing my soulmate...
I long to be one again
I believe that true love never dies,
It changes as do the seasons
and when it ends physically
the love and memories live forever in my heart.
I will love you ~ Forever and always.
August 2, 2018
August 2, 2018
          Grief is isolating
     But it never leaves me alone,
     In the moment I wake up crying,
    The car ride with tears streaming,
Because a song brings back special memories.
     Grief is my constant companion.
    When everyone else has moved on,
          Forgetting your loss,
           Grief remembers,
           Grief never forgets
                 and
            Love Never Dies.
July 28, 2018
July 28, 2018
LOVE
( noun )
1. a feeling of strong attachment
2. to feel tender or passionate affection
3. to be addicted to

All of the above ~ Always and Forever
          I Love You
July 21, 2018
July 21, 2018
I miss you more than anyone knows.
As time goes by that emptiness grow.
        I walk, I talk,
       I play the part.
But everyday I live with a broken heart.  

I wake up everyday remembering you are not here
and I have to feel the pain of losing you all over again.
My love forever and ever.
July 15, 2018
July 15, 2018
If I should go, Forget me never
Please say that you'll remember me
I pray the dreams we share together
Will shine on in your memory
Each time a star falls out of heaven
It leaves the sky a deeper shade of blue
So if we part, forget me never
And don't forget my love for you.

I could never forget my Butch, you live in my heart
and are always on my mind. You gave me a wonderful life
and so many beautiful memories, so even though we are
apart I could never forget you and know, I will love you forever.
July 13, 2018
July 13, 2018
Butch,
I remember yesterday, you were here with me
and a part of me believed that was the way it would always be.
My mind still cannot accept that day when they told me you were gone.
It does not matter how long ago it was, to me it will always seem like yesterday. I will love and miss you forever and ever.
July 6, 2018
July 6, 2018
I miss you more than anyone knows
As time goes by the emptiness grows
I laugh, I talk, I play the part
But I live everyday of my life with a broke heart                     

Kind and Loving Heart
Gentle Spirit
Brave Soul
This is my Butch
July 5, 2018
July 5, 2018
Butch,
You left me with so many beautiful memories...
And now my heart always wonders how beautiful our
tomorrows would have been.

I will love you forever and ever.
June 26, 2018
June 26, 2018
   As the world moved forward, I stood in great darkness.    
Frozen, broken, and shattered into pieces, I knew you were gone...
                   Your loss changed me.
A part of my heart went with you and my life will never be the same.
              A Beautiful Soul Is Never Forgotten.
June 15, 2018
June 15, 2018
Never have I dealt with anything more difficult
than having to face each day without you being here in my life...
Never will I face anything more heartbreaking than living everyday
without you. I love you and miss you with all my heart.
June 8, 2018
June 8, 2018
Time passes but not a day goes by that you are not here in my heart.
The day I lost you was not just a date on the calendar,
it was the day my very existence changed forever.
I love you and miss you with all my heart.
June 3, 2018
June 3, 2018
I cannot say and I will not say that you are gone,
You are just away, with a smile and a wave of your hand
You just wondered into a far away unknown land...
Every day I remember every detail of our life together,
I don't want to lose a single memory,
I would rather have the pain of remembering
Than to forget the feeling of love and happiness we shared.
My memories are forever.
June 2, 2018
June 2, 2018
When I think of you I cry , but I don't mind...
   Because each teardrop is for you...
  And each teardrop brings a memory.
And each memory brings you back to me.
                  ~
You are and always will be " My favorite forever."
May 26, 2018
May 26, 2018
Butch ~ Missing You On Our Anniversary,
Nothing in this world could ever be as wonderful as the love you've
given me. Your love made my days so bright and just knowing you are
my husband today, tomorrow and forever is the greatest gift ever.
Someone you love never is lost, they live in your mind the same way
they live in your heart and that keeps their light alive. They can still
guide you, like the bright shine of a far away star. Your memory guides
me everyday and my heart loves you more and more everyday.
Death is the only thing that could ever keep you from me.
Closed eyes, heart not beating, but a living love is still there.
My Love Forever.
May 25, 2018
May 25, 2018
   You Were Real...
I held you in my arms
I loved you with all my heart
We talked, We laughed,
We fought, We cried
We gave, We lived
    You died
I hold you in my heart
I will love you always and forever
    You Are Real
May 20, 2018
May 20, 2018
I always think about you before I fall asleep...
The words you said, the way you looked.
The things we laughed about, the beautiful moments we shared.
And when I dream, I dream of you.
Because it's about you, it's always been about you.
I am so honored knowing you left this life loving me.
And my love for you reaches beyond the star, all the way to Heaven,
May 18, 2018
May 18, 2018
With each tear I shed there is a beautiful memory with a story to tell.
Love you forever and ever.
May 16, 2018
May 16, 2018
Everyday Day
I love you
I need you
I miss you
I want you
I talk to you
I think about you
I grieve for you
Every day is so hard without you.
May 13, 2018
May 13, 2018
Grief can make us seem very selfish, focused on the one we lost
Ignoring the ones around us. We miss events and get togethers.
We stare blank at people when they speak.
Life totally feels dark and bleak. It isn't that we don't care.
It isn't that we don't want to take part.
We just need time to adjust and learn to live with a broken heart.

Grief is born out of love ~ I promised you Forever and ever
and that a promise I will keep ~ I love you and miss you.
May 9, 2018
May 9, 2018
Never have I dealt with anything more difficult
than having to face each day without you being here in my life...

A million feelings
A thousand thoughts
And hundreds of memories just for you.

It was always you ~ It will always be you ~ I love you.
May 3, 2018
May 3, 2018
Butch.
You don't cross my mind ~ You live in it, every minute of every day.

I love you ~ I miss you ~ And I wish you were here.
Yours forever and ever.
April 28, 2018
April 28, 2018
Goodbyes hurt the most,
when the story was not finished...

I miss you so much it hurts,
But when I think of all our beautiful memories together
I feel incredibly blessed ~ I will love you until the end of time.
April 21, 2018
April 21, 2018
This is the day you went away...
They say that times a healer, but as the time goes by,
I seem to find it just as hard to face the fact you are gone...
And today is the Anniversary of the day that you went away.
As I remember our life together, believe me when I say,
you will never be forgotten and know that every year on this date
I will remember this horrible day and cry trying to understand why
you were taken away, but its only because I love you and
wish you were here with me. Know that you are forever in my
heart and always in my thoughts. I love you

I am the rememberer
the one that is left behind, to keep the one that is gone from me alive
in my heart and mind, I am left to cherish and preserve your legacy.
Yes I am the rememberer and I will always be...
I hold you in my memory and find you in my dreams.

I hate this day and I always will, I miss you more and more as time goes on 
and love you with all my heart ~ Forever and ever.
April 20, 2018
April 20, 2018
I wake up thinking about you.
I go through the day thinking about you.
I go to sleep thinking about you.
Sometimes I wake up out of a sound sleep thinking about you.
I still can't believe you are never going to walk through the door again.
I love you and miss you with all my heart ~ Forever and ever.
April 13, 2018
April 13, 2018
I Light Four Candles In Your Memory,

The first candle represents my grief,
The pain of losing you is so intense, It reminds me of the depth
of my love for you.

The second candle represents courage, to confront my sorrow and the courage to try to live my life without you.

The third candle I light in your memory, remembering the times we laughed, the times we cried, the silly things we did, the love, caring and joy we shared.

The fourth candle I light is for our love, I light this candle so your light will always shine as I think of you each day and share your memory with family and friends. I cherish the special place in my heart that will always be reserved for you. I thank you for all the gifts your life and love has given me. I love you with all my heart and will keep your memory alive forever and ever.
April 4, 2018
April 4, 2018
Butch,
I gave you my heart...and you filled it with love.
April 1, 2018
April 1, 2018
Butch,
Missing you with all my heart this Easter. It seems every holiday I miss you more, you always made holidays so special but for easter you were the best at hiding eggs, sometimes Amanda would even need a ladder to find her eggs. And we always had the best barbeques ever. I miss our life together so much and would give anything to have you here with us. I will love you and miss you until the end of time, yours forever and ever.
March 30, 2018
March 30, 2018
I often wonder what I would say to you
if I could just see you one more time.
And I've come to the conclusion that there
are no words in our language for that moment.
I would simply hold you and cry, and whisper that
I love you and miss you, I always have and I always will.
Our hearts don't really need words at all
because love transcends time and space. 

The best thing that ever happened to me? You.
March 25, 2018
March 25, 2018
No one can ever tell me ...
"God will only put you through as much as you can handle."
This quote was not meant for grieving the loss of someone
you love with all your heart and soul.

You are the most beautiful thing I keep inside my heart
My soul aches for you ~ I only know one thing...
I will love you forever and ever.
March 17, 2018
March 17, 2018
It's difficult to understand why you are no longer here with me,
Yet sometimes when I close my eyes I feel you are very near.
You left me with precious memories and they are mine to keep.
I know we will never really be apart because our bond is so very deep.
If I could have one wish, one dream that could come true,
I would wish with all my heart to have you here again.

I had to let go of...
Having you by my side, holding your hand and kissing your lips.
But I will never let go of...
Loving you, remembering you, honoring you and missing you.
March 13, 2018
March 13, 2018
There is no end to my grief,
because there is no end to my love for you.

It doesn't feel right to continue this life without you here,
but I do every day to allow your beautiful spirt to live on through me,
You have gifted me with love and memories that I will carry close to my heart
for the rest of my life, never forgetting the beautiful impact that you have
made on this world. Yours Forever.
March 10, 2018
March 10, 2018
Sometimes your heart needs more time to accept
what your mind already knows...

I would do absolutely anything right now to be able to snuggle up next
to you, put my head on your chest and interlock my fingers with yours.
I would be able to look at you sweet smiling face whenever I wanted to.
I would be able to kiss your lips whenever I wanted to.
I would be able to tell you I love you whenever I wanted to.
And I would never ever let you go.

My heart still hasn't accepted what my mind already knows.
March 9, 2018
March 9, 2018
My Butch,
Sending you all my love on your Birthday. I love you and miss you
with all my heart. I am so thankful I have all the beautiful memories
of every one of your birthdays we have spent together. This day is
so special because the day you were born was the day our destiny
began. I thank God every single day for our life together.
My love forever and ever.
March 8, 2018
March 8, 2018
Thank you for all the beautiful things you have left behind
in my head and in my heart...
We will always be connected no matter where you are.
March 6, 2018
March 6, 2018
No one can ever take away the love and memories that we share
No one has live through the nightmare of losing you
No one has lived my life and can understand why I still grieve your loss
No one will ever know how hard it is to get through each and every day
Because no one knows how much I hurt since you were taken away...

Every piece of my heart aches for you.
March 6, 2018
March 6, 2018
Meet me at midnight in the land of my dreams
We'll build a fire and count the stars that shimmer above the trees
and I will never ever let you go...

I miss your voice saying " I love you.
February 25, 2018
February 25, 2018
I spend my time replaying our moments together in my mind,
whether good or bad these moments rewind everyday.
I would rather spend time remembering my moments with you,
than thinking about my future moments without you.
These precious memories build a bridge from your side to mine
and in that special time we are together again and I can feel you.
And at this moment I know that I will cherish all our memories forever.
I love you with all my heart.
February 24, 2018
February 24, 2018
Butch ~ there is a special place within my heart I keep just for you...
it's where I store all the memories of things we used to do.
When I feel sad and lonely, I remember our life together
and all the beautiful things I remember help get me through the day.
I know you will never be forgotten because I will keep you in that
special place deep within my heart and we will never ever be apart.
I love you.
February 21, 2018
February 21, 2018
Butch, I know I will never be the same again...
I am becoming someone else, someone that was
born out of grief over losing you. I don't really like this
new self... because I feel cheated and bitter over losing
the love of my life. I have been told I seem cold and miserable
and I can't deny that is how I feel. I have learned that no matter
how bad your heart is broken, the world doesn't stop for my grief.
Every single day is the same, trying to learn to live without you
and that is almost impossible because no matter how much time
goes by you are always on my mind and in my heart. 
You will never be forgotten.
I love you so much ~ Forever and ever.
February 15, 2018
February 15, 2018
Being in your arms always felt like home...and I am so homesick.
When people ask me how I am doing, I say " fine " or " pretty good."
But the truth is, healing from your loss will take me a lifetime.
February 13, 2018
February 13, 2018
I wish I could wake up and find this has all been just a bad dream.
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May 26
Today is our anniversary and I miss you so much. You are the love of my life, my world, my everything. You came to me in a dream last night and as soon as I woke up that same feeling of heartbreak and loss was back. I would give anything to have you here, I miss everything about you. I love you with all my heart and always will. Forever and ever yours ❤
 
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February 15
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And you forever will be mine.
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I wish you were here...

September 2, 2018
This has been a very hard time for me, we are getting ready to move and I wish you were here to help me make these decisions. I can't wait to leave Calif. and I think you would be happy with the place we are looking for a new home. Every time I look at a house I think Butch would like this house, usually the yard is just the way you would have wanted it and I always look at homes with brick on them because that's what you liked. I make sure there is room for the Corvette and the rest of the cars. I can look at a house and tell Amanda this is a house daddy would love. You are always on my mind and in my heart, packing has been hard because I want to take everything you touched or built, like the fireplace and the fishpond. I got up on a ladder the other day and took the metal scroll you made off the top of the big gate. How I wish you were here, it's not fair you should be here with us. I know you are watching over us and will always be close. I love you and miss you with all my heart and thank God everyday for all the beautiful memories you left behind.                                                                              Love you forever and ever ~ Miss you more than words can say.                           ( Above is the house we are looking at  ~ This is a Butch house if I have ever seen one).

Missing you with all my heart this Easter...

April 1, 2018

I love you and miss you so much.
Thank you for all the beautiful Easter memories.

Butch, Sending you all my love on your Birthday...

March 9, 2018












Remembering all the wonderful birthdays we have spent together.
I am so thankful for all the memories and pictures I have of celebrating 
your birthday, that day is very special because it was the day that our 
destiny began and I thank God everyday for bring us together. 
I love you and miss you with all my heart ~ Forever and ever.

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