Ya know for a man that always worried about what kind of father he was I wanted him to rest assure and be peaceful knowing that no matter how many said that you weren't successful at it....they didn't know who you really were. You were my dad...you tried very hard at it...and that made you the best!
You showed me everything...I mean everything! You weren't affraid to teach me anything at all, and I soaked it up. Loved it, like plowing snow early in the mornings on a Lil cub cadet so ppl could get out safely in the snow. Or showing me how to use a table saw, or how to change my own spark plugs, or even how to tie shoes for my baby sister that was so ass backwards that he was the only one that understood the way she needed taught. You have no idea how awesome you really were.
I miss you horribly....and love you so much it hurts!