George, today has been a day of reflection for me. I go back to what happened five years ago today and it breaks my heart. It was your last full day of living on this Earth and it was the last day of my life with you. I hope you know how very much I loved you, and I still do with all of my heart and soul. Tomorrow morning we will light your candle and release balloons in your memory. And then I just might have a drink or more to try to drown my sorrows. I shouldn't, but I probably will. My life hasn't been the same without you. I am on cruise control. Just waiting until we are together again. I try to take care of things, but my heart just isn't in it. Please wait for me, no matter how long it takes. Tell everyone up there in heaven hi for me and that I send my love to them as well. I love you forever, from your wife.