Germie. This doesn't feel real at all. It's so hard having to say goodbye so unexpectedly. You were like my best friend. I could come to you for any and everything. I can't seem to get you out of my head. Your devil eyes brows to your beautiful, bright happy smile. The words I love you don't even explain the love I have for you. And I won't even be able to show you how much you mean to me. You were like my other little brother. Look over all of us ok? We need you the most right now. I feel super lost with words. Because I wish I could be telling you this right now. BUT, I know your seeing this. And I want you to know that I miss you dearly. Thursday, I'll get to see your handsome face for the last time ever.❤️ And I promise, I am trying to keep my head up as much as I can right now. Because saying goodbye is the last thing I wanted to do. But I love you German. You will forever be in my heart. Rest easy bub.