Where do I even start, Gerry I cannot believe I am doing this for you. I think I am still in a long unending nightmare and praying in the dream that it should truly be a dream. It seems as if the reality is setting in but I am in a state of denial. Tried your phone but you didn't pick. I can't believe i won't hear you say "Mama you cook achu make I come chop"? What a brutal world, just when you were about to start your life,and the devil sets in. After so many years of struggling from one difficulty to the next, you still didn't give up. You always had that contagious smile,cracked jokes and no one knew you had a problem. All you will say is Mama, things go turn aroud soon. You wanted to travel to Cameroon, is this the way you were planning of going to Cameroon? You could not even call anyone to say goodbye Gerry, what a pain. You were always ready to give a helping hand where needed. Immediately we called and said we had to leave an apartment in an emergency, you skipped your appointments and work to sacrifice the day for us. Sirri, Che and Ngwa are asking me everyday that what happened to uncle Gerry, what should I tell them? You left without even talking to your babies even Emanuela and Seth you loved so much? I am hurting so bad and praying that God should give us the peace to go through this. You did not even thin of sister Bri, Desmond, Sharon, Victor and Jason who call your name everyday. You were so proud of the new born twins and left them to grow up asking questions where is this uncle, what happened? Always ready to give, help, enjoy life to the fullest. You know what, go in peace brother. We will never stop loving you till we meet again to part no more. Adieu Gerry Shu Ambe!