I miss you everyday, Dad. You visited me in my dream last Thursday night. In the dream I was hanging out with friends and then I received a group "text" from you and you included two of my friends in the text too. I know there is a reason you included these two particular friends in your text to me because that is what you always do ~ there was always a meaningful purpose in everything you have ever told me and I'm so thankful for that. Your text to me said something under the lines of "Keep going Alexa, I know it doesn’t seem like I'm here with you, but I’m always right there with you guys, don’t beat yourself up, don’t stop what you're doing, stop stressing about financial worries." You kept calling me “mom” like you always did. I could hear your voice in my dream almost like you were reading the text out lout, but it seemed far away so I couldn’t fully hear everything. The crazy thing is that all of last month, I had been feeling so down on myself for various reasons and I kept thinking of you and how you were always there to continuously motivate and cheer me up! I know that was truly YOU visiting me that night and even in my dream I was convinced your text was from heaven..for whatever reason the word "heaven" kept coming up and it's still sticking with me today. That is all I remember from the dream, but I wanted to thank you for visiting me, Dad. I love you so so much and I know you're with us all down here. Please say hi to Grandma, Shell, Tank, and Mongo for me. <3