Mom, I wish you were here. I need you so much right now. My life is a mess and I need your guidance more than ever. I can't believe it's been 18 years since you left. It still feels like yesterday when I got the news. I know you are always with me, but I need you to surround me in warmth and protect me and Chas and Damien right now. I love you mom.

She was my mother. She was also my best friend and I will miss her always. Anyone who knew her would never forget all the good things she did in life and to help the people she loved.