Today would have been your 57th birthday, so I hope you and dad have a beer together and a catch up. We all miss having you around but we still talk about you and I won't let anyone forget about you.
Cheers and have one for me as I will have one for you
HAPPY BIRTHDAY.  xxxxxxx

You are my younger brother and im so sad that i did not understand your pain, your sadness. I was not around to help you and when I was i was unaware of how bad things had become for you. I ask for your forgiveness. Had i known that i would loose you in such a tragic way or in anyway i would have paid more attention. Tha last time we spoke you seemed so positive. I was wrong. Im sorry.....