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This memorial website was created in memory of my beloved son, Heinz Rosener, 27, born on December 31, 1989 and passed away on June 26, 2017. We will remember him forever.


Happy Birthday to Heinz Billoh Rosener!!

Dearest Family and Friends,

Today, December 31, 2018 is Heinz Billoh’s second Birthday since his death. The years after the death of a child is like walking in a maze to find your own way. He would have turned 29 years old today.  My family and I still don’t know what the right thing is to do on the birthday of a deceased loved one.  We don’t cease to love them. In fact we love them more. 

So, we’ve decided to do something positive with our grief, something that he Heinz a veteran of the United States army, would love.  We are partnering with a charity for Veterans Suicide Prevention in Oakland, CA,  "Crisis Support Services of Alameda County" in Honor of my son Heinz.  This charity is specifically designed to help Veterans with PTSD and Suicide prevention.  It is a Non-Profit organization that strives to prevent and discover and answer to veteran suicide and to serve, advocate for and empower veterans and people affected by veterans suicide.

22 soldiers a day commit suicide in the United States.  Unfortunately my Heinz is a part of that statistics.  This number is too high.  It is our hope, to drastically reduce this number, to help prevent another mother, another family, from going through this pain and tragedy.


Please join me and my family in raising funds and reaching our goal in Heinz's memory to help with resources for veterans suicide prevention.  The funds will go directly to the charity. Your support means the world to me, and to all the people it helps.


We cannot do it without your contribution.  So please, click to donate. Help us meet our goal.  If you would like to donate, click on the link below and donate whatever amount you are comfortable with.  

Help us make a difference in veterans lives in Memory of Heinz Billoh Rosener, my son.

Zainab.
December 31, 2023
December 31, 2023
When someone you love so dearly becomes a memory, the memory becomes a treasure.Happy Heavenly Birthday Son!!!You are gone but not forgotten ❤️❤️❤️
December 31, 2023
December 31, 2023
My dear son Heinz your gentle soul is missed more than words can say, but I am thankful that I have memories of our time together to bring me peace and solace until we meet again. Happy heavenly birthday son. Mahda and I miss and love you dearly
December 31, 2023
December 31, 2023
Heinz, Happy Birthday in Heaven!
We celebrate and honor your life and the time you had with us. We continue to remember you, especially on your special Birthday! 
We will always love and remember you.
May your Soul Rest in Peace!
June 26, 2023
June 26, 2023
You are in our thoughts today and always. Your light continues to shine. You are missed so much but great and fond memories stay on. Rest well till we meet again. No more sorrow no more sadness no more pain.
June 26, 2023
June 26, 2023
6 years today Heinz my son it seems like yesterday since I lost you. May you continue to rest in perfect peace my dear. I know you are in a better place in the blossom of father Abraham. I am holding on to the sweet memories of you. I wish you were still here but you had filled in your gap and completed your mission. I have faith and I know God loves. Continue to sleep well and take your rest
December 31, 2022
December 31, 2022
My dear son Heinz Billoh Rosener Happy 33rd birthday , I wish you were still with us but you are celebrating in the world of your creator. Enjoy your heavenly birthday in Gods Mansion. Mahda and myself love and miss you so much. God has been good to us. We are thankful for his grace and mercy. Continue to rest in perfect peace son
June 27, 2022
June 27, 2022
Heinz Billoh my son, 5 years is just like yesterday. I will forever cherish your memory as the sweet little Prince with the cheeky smile, who always frowned seeing your mum and I eating rice with our fingers from the same bowl. May your precious soul continue to Rest in Sweet Repose. We love you but God loves you more. Schlaf weiter in Ruhe Schatz ️✝️

Zee, Mahda, Augustine - it is well! May the peace of God which passes all understanding continue to guard your hearts and minds through Christ Jesus, AMEN. Love & hugs from my family 
June 26, 2022
June 26, 2022
Every anniversary brings back fresh memories of your departure from this life but every day is a tribute to who you were and the joy you brought us. You will forever be a part of our journey of this life till we meet again. Your smile remains in my heart ❤
June 26, 2022
June 26, 2022
Thank you to all my Family and friends for all your support and courageous wishes. This is a long journey for all of us. Till we meet again Heinz we love and miss you
June 26, 2022
June 26, 2022
Wow Heinz, 5 years gone by, it seems like yesterday. I will never forget when I got the phone call that you are gone. My heart bits every day when ever I think of you my fist born. God has been good to us and I know you are watching over Your brother Mahda. Sleep well and take your rest Heinz, you are truly missed. Thank God for his grace and mercy. Today is your grand mothers birthday hope you both are enjoying in heaven with the rest of your ancestors. Love you always Mommy
June 26, 2022
June 26, 2022
Heinz it’s been 5 years but it feels like yesterday how time flies!!!You are gone but not forgotten.You will continue to be in my thoughts and prayers. I love❤️ and miss you..Continue to rest in perfect peace
June 26, 2022
June 26, 2022
Heinz your anniversary brings fun memories. You are always in our hearts. We celebrate your good and loving spirit! 
May your soul Rest In Peace!
December 31, 2021
December 31, 2021
Our dearest son may not be with us in flesh but remains in our hearts forever. Those we love never leave us. Continue to walk beside us Heinz. Happy Birthday in Heaven!
December 31, 2021
December 31, 2021
Happy Birthday my dear Heinz!. We all miss you very much. May your soul Rest in Perfect Peace! 
July 12, 2021
July 12, 2021
Heinz you left abruptly but to God that was destined to happen..You were such a loving and handsome son always have kind words to offer.You are gone but not forgotten You are always in my thoughts and prayers .Rest in perfect peace ❤️
June 27, 2021
June 27, 2021
We love and miss you dearly. Always rest in peace Heinz. May God's face always shine upon you. "As the Father knoweth me, even so know I the Father: and I lay down my life for the sheep". Jesus loves us and is always our shepherd. Peace be upon us all in Jesus's mighty name. Amen!
June 26, 2021
June 26, 2021
My dear son Heinz Billoh 4 years today since you depart from us to be with your ancestors, I am still in pain and very sad. I cannot stop thinking of you. The pain of losing you is immeasurable. I know the biggest star in the sky that is shining the most is you. I hope you are living well in the world of your creator. All I wish is for you is to rest in perfect peace son. You will never be forgotten. I thank God for my faith and for your brother Mahda. Ich Liebe dich Seth Heinz
January 4, 2021
January 4, 2021
Heinz, knowing that your 31st Birthday is spent in the sweet repose and loving arms of our Saviour, gives comfort to your, mum, brother, step-dad and loved ones. You are so dearly missed and will be forever missed.
schlaf und ruhe dich aus mein Liebe ❤️
January 2, 2021
January 2, 2021
Heinz 3 years seems like yesterday. It is still as difficult but, we have faith. We know you are God's right-hand watching over us.

We will always love you.
January 1, 2021
January 1, 2021
Your brother Mahda and I we are very sad and praying that you resting in perfect peace. God has been good to us, we have faith and we know you are watching over us. Heinz we truly miss you and we will always love you. Till we meet again dear❤️
January 1, 2021
January 1, 2021
My dear son Heinz, it’s been 3 and the half years since you left us, happy birthday to you my dear son, I truly miss you. I thank God for his grace and mercy. God has been good to me, as your mom I am truly lost . Rest in perfect peace son. Each time I visit your grave side I am very sad. Love you always and I pray that you are in Gods mansion
December 31, 2020
December 31, 2020
Heinz, RIP. Today mark another year you left this world.  Gone too soon but you will always remain in our hearts. You were born this day with your mother calculating each and every day and hours of your arrival. Only God know our departure dates. We are therefore, passengers on a train with each departing at different place and time.  2020 has been a YEAR that so many lives were lost and still losing as I type this tribute due to a virus of no one's fault but of God' plan. We shall all meet again. May God' s light shine on you and all those we lost this year. Rest in peace forever and ever. Amen!
June 27, 2020
June 27, 2020
Heinz,  A gentle and beautiful soul. Always in our thoughts!  Continue to rest in peace. We shall all meet one-day in paradise. 
June 27, 2020
June 27, 2020
My darling Heinz,
You were such a loving young man always so respectful and kind.You are gone too soon but you are safe in the arms of the Lord.Life has not been the same since you left.Rest in perfect peace.
Olai Cookson
June 27, 2020
June 27, 2020
Heinz ,
You left us too soon but you are safe in the arms of the Lord. You were such a loving nephew I still remember the last time we spoke shortly before you left us,.Rest well my dear until we meet again.
June 26, 2020
June 26, 2020
My dear son Heinz Billoh I will never forget June 26, 2017. 3 years since you left to be with your creator. Death leaves a headache that is difficult to heal, love leaves sweet memories no one can steal. You may be out of my sight but you will never be out of my mind. I know you are the biggest star in the sky that is shining the most. I hope and pray that you are living well in the world of the creator. Until we meet again Sleep well and take your rest. I will always love you. Your brother Mahda and I miss you so much but we have faith and the joy of the Lord is our strength.
February 25, 2020
February 25, 2020
My dear son Heinz Billoh I truly miss you, I know you are in a better place, God is good. Continue to Rest In perfect Peace son , till we meet again. Sleep well and take your rest
December 31, 2019
December 31, 2019
Happy Birthday in Heaven my son. God continually grant your gentle soul eternal rest in perfect peace
You are forever loved and missed. Deine Tante Ella & Fam.
October 30, 2019
October 30, 2019
Heinz I truly miss you, you are always in my mind, continue to rest in perfect peace 2 years and 4 month since you left us. We know you are not coming back. Sleep well and take your rest my dear son.
July 22, 2019
July 22, 2019
My dear son Heinz Billoh today is July 21st two years ago we laid you to rest in Fairfield California. I thank God for the 27 plus years I spent with you. The lord is my strength and I have faith in him . “He Blessed me with you on the 31st of December 1989 In Buckeburg Germany and he took on the 26th of June 2017 in San Leoandro California. All I can say is thank God and continue to rest in perfect peace Heinz. I think about you everyday. I thank God for your little brother Mahda. We love and miss you. Schlaf schon mein liebe Heinz❤️
June 26, 2019
June 26, 2019
Heinz, Continue to rest in peace! As we remember this 2nd year anniversary since you left this world, a day does not pass by without your mother's thought of you and prayers. May God's light shine upon you and his angels by your side. Rest In Peace!  We miss you but you are in a better place for God loves you more.
June 26, 2019
June 26, 2019
Dear Heinz Billoh, today is your 2nd year since you left me, June 26 will never be forgotten. God call you home on your gramas birthday . I am still thinking about what happened 2years ago. I am praying that you are at peace in God's palace watching over us all. HEINZ your memories are keepsake from which I will never part. God has you in his arms and I have you in my heart. Till we met again son continue to rest in perfect peace. Love you always Mommy.
May 23, 2019
May 23, 2019
Heinz Billoh my son, I pray for you every day, I know you are in a better place and God loves you. Continue to rest in perfect peace ✌️
May 12, 2019
May 12, 2019
My beloved son Heinz Billoh , Today is the second year Mother’s Day without you, Words cannot express how I miss you dearly. I pray everyday for your gentle soul to rest in perfect peace. God has been good to me since you left me. Thank you lord for my faith and strength. Your brother Mahda is with me. We will never forget you Heinz.
April 24, 2019
April 24, 2019
Continue to rest on perfect peace Heinz Billoh my son. I pray for you every day. I thank God for the 27 years he gave you to.me. You are at peace. And resting in God mansion.. Love you always Mommy ❤️
March 30, 2019
March 30, 2019
Heinz my dear son words cannot express how much I miss you. I pray everyday for you to Rest In Peace in heaven. Thank God for giving me daily strength ❤️
March 14, 2019
March 14, 2019
Heinz my son, your best friend and brother from another mother Sally was laid to rest on Friday March 8th. I felt the same way on July 21st 2017 when you were laid to rest. Both of you are gone we cannot question God but I am still heartbroken. My courage is my faith and strength from God. I hope both of you are in Gods mission bring our Angel. Rest in perfect peace. Ich Liebe Dich und schalf Schon mein Schatz ❤️
February 24, 2019
February 24, 2019
Heinz my son today is another sad day for me, your best friend and brother from another mother Sally committed Suicide just like you. I lost it when his Mom Regien called me at work. I felt the same way when your girlfriend called and told me about you. God knows best, we give him all the glory. Both of you guys are in a better place. Rest in perfect peace Heinz and Sally.
January 27, 2019
January 27, 2019
Oh my son Heinz Billoh Rosener you are gone but we will never forget you. I am am holding tight to the good memories we had. One year and seven months today I thank God for my faith and Strength. God gives and takes to him be the glory. Continue to rest in perfect peace. Love you always Mommy.
January 1, 2019
January 1, 2019
Heinz Billoh my love today is you birthday 29 years old, I know you are in a better place and watching over us. As your mother I was expecting you to take me to.my grave but God took you first. To God be the glory, you are truly miss, I will always love you my son, I thank God for for his Faith and Strength. Continue to rest in perfect peace son. Love you always Mommy.
September 20, 2018
September 20, 2018
My dear son Heinz Billoh I know for sure that you are in God's palace and you are our Angel. Continue to rest in perfect peace. As your mother only God knows my feelings and to God be the glory for my strength and Faith. I miss you so much. 1 year and 3 months since you left us to be with the lord. I will always love you. Sleep well and take your rest son.
August 31, 2018
August 31, 2018
Heinz Billoh my son you will never be forgotten, I love you and I miss you so much. May your gentle soul continue to rest in perfect peace. I thank God for my strength. Continue to watch over us. Ich Liebe Dich.
July 7, 2018
July 7, 2018
Heinz, we celebrated your life and one year anniversary on Saturday June 30th. God is good to us. We honored you well, we cried a lot, we thank God for our strength. lots of prayers were offered for you. You are truly blessed and we know you are resting in perfect peace. We will never forget you. I am thankful to God after your life celebration. As your mother I pray for continuous Strength and peace. I know you are our Angel watching over us. Your little brother Mahda is missing you dearly, Continue to watch over him. Schlaf schon mein schatz, ICH LIEBE DICH HEINZ
July 6, 2018
July 6, 2018
My dear Heinz Billoh, It was a long way today to go visit you in your final resting place. 365 days without you is not easy but it is easy for the Almighty God. Today is your beloved grama Rosener birthday.I still have the text you send me in March last year asking me when is your gramas birthday. I wrote to you June 26 1922. You left us on June 26 last year. Your memories will never fade, you will never be forgotten. As a mother I am sad but I have faith and I know God loves you and you are resting in peace. I pray for continuous Strength and peace for my self and. your brother Mahda.
June 29, 2018
June 29, 2018
Heinz you were a gem to us so the day you went to heaven to be with your creator was so hard for us all..We loved you so much words cannot express how much we miss you.But God loves you more and you are safe in the arms of Jesus.Sleep well Heinz May your gentle and sweet soul rest in perfect peace.Ich liebe dich.
June 26, 2018
June 26, 2018
Hainz B as I fondly called you you left for a place where you are more welcome and happier. I know you are resting very well in the bosom of the Lord, and I say, REST WELL son REST till we meet again. You are gone never to return, but never ever shall I forget you son. Love you so much, but God loves you more.
June 26, 2018
June 26, 2018
Heinz Billoh my dear, it's been a year already since you changed this life for eternity. All we are left with are precious memories of the wonderful years we were opportuned to spend with you in Germany. Watching you and my children growing up and playing together was one of best moments. I still remember how you would pull faces, telling us "Reiz ist nicht gesund!" (rice is not healthy), especially when we ate with our fingers from the same bowl. You will never be forgotten, we will forever treasure your memory. Continue to sleep on in perfect peace my handsome. Wir haben Dich lieb!
Deine Tante Ella ⭐⭐⭐
June 26, 2018
June 26, 2018
Heinz, RIP. We miss you and you will always be in our thoughts and prayers. Heavenly Father, I ask you to cover Heinz' soul with your hands and give him peace and comfort. May your kindness, forgiveness and presence always be with him. Amen!  Until we meet again Heinz, rest in peace!!
June 25, 2018
June 25, 2018
One year today Heinz when I got the call from Teresita saying that you are gone. my heart is still broken and i always imagine the last day I saw you which was on a Sunday when I cooked and we all had dinner together you even played video games with your little brother Mahda. We had a good conversation in the veranda. It is like a dream to lose you the next day. I pray for you every day my son that you rest in perfect peace. I will always love you. Miss you so much Heinz Billoh
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December 31, 2023
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When someone you love so dearly becomes a memory, the memory becomes a treasure.Happy Heavenly Birthday Son!!!You are gone but not forgotten ❤️❤️❤️
December 31, 2023
December 31, 2023
My dear son Heinz your gentle soul is missed more than words can say, but I am thankful that I have memories of our time together to bring me peace and solace until we meet again. Happy heavenly birthday son. Mahda and I miss and love you dearly
December 31, 2023
December 31, 2023
Heinz, Happy Birthday in Heaven!
We celebrate and honor your life and the time you had with us. We continue to remember you, especially on your special Birthday! 
We will always love and remember you.
May your Soul Rest in Peace!
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June 5, 2018

My dear Son Heinz Billoh, almost a year ago since you left us. O can't stop thinking about you, you were my joy for 27 years. Your brother Mahda and I miss you dearly.  We pray that you rest in perfect peace and continue to be our Angel watching over us.  Heinz we will always love you

through the dark....into the light

August 5, 2017

I remember the very first time you took me on a walk at lake chabot. We talked for hours and enjoyed the nice trails and scenery. We went during the afternoon, and i think we went a certain trail. Before we knew it......it started to get darker. I was getting so scared. It didnt help that I wasnt wearing the proper shoes. The battery on our phones were draining and i had to be careful of how much light i used on my phone. It was getting really dark. I started to get really scared and didnt know if i could go any further. But the whole time, you pushed me to keep going. You held my hand and kept me safe. I couldnt see but we got it through together. I dont know how....but luckily we were able to find a way back. And we had something to look back on....something to say that we made it through. Something to remember and joke about. During the 10 years we've been together.....you've helped me through times when it was dark. You held my hand and comforted me; you made me feel safe.....always. You made me feel like I could do anything. You were my strength and comfort. We made it through the dark together.

I pray that you help guide us through this difficult time. Help me keep my strength to move forward. I love you for everything you have done. I love you so much. May you be at peace and shine in the light. 

Greatest Dancer

July 27, 2017

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