Hi Dad! Today is your birthday. I miss your presence more than ever. Dont know what to do dad. Dont know why it seems everything i do is wrong. I keep putting one foot in front of the other, trying to do the right thing but nothing seems right. No one can love you like your family can. My family is all together in heaven and i was left behind but you forgot to tell me why, and to leave me a handbook on how to do this without you....without my son. How is he dad? He always wanted your love and approval. Now he has the family he always longed for, but theres one piece missing... thats me, his mother. I dont know the purpose of all this or the reason, or what im suppose to do. I need a sign from you, some kind of direction, some glimpse of why i was left behind. Anyway, happy birthday dad. I love you soooooo much!