Im in my feelings today never thought it would be this hard to go on without you.I thought it would be easy by now but its not every day I wish I could hear your voice so I just look at your pictures. You have been in my life ever since I was 19 and its hard to let go I pray about it but its not easy I try to be strong for our son because he misses you too but we try to hold each other together. Lord please help me.I miss u and will always love you can't nobody take your place in my heart.

Howard was my best friend, my soul mate,I will always love him he was always there for me like I was always there for him.Rest In Peace see you when I get there.