Hi there, it's been a while since I last spoke to you. It has been seven years since you left us, and many things have happened. My mom passed in September 2019 and our little girl DeeDee followed her in Oct 2020. It was a difficult time, but I find comfort in knowing they are with you in heaven. Life is hard at times without you. I've made some new friends, Mark and Daniel, you'd like them. They too have struggled as you did. Please watch over them. We love and miss you every day. PS I have a new puppy his name is Casey; you would love him looks just like DeeDee

I miss you man and think of you a lot, i was in prison when you left us i got released in July 22 2015. Somehow i feel if i had been around you would still be here. i will never forget you, your always on my mine.
If i had only been around ! REST IN PEACE

Iran we lost our little girl Molly we think the coyotes took her, so if she is with you tell her we are so sorry that we loved her and miss her so much, but i know that if she is gone shes with you playing and both of you are happy playing fetch the ball running and at peace. see you both until then I love you both xoxoxo

well I did it Iran I bought are new car. I felt you with me in it as I drove home from Santa Barbara it's fully loaded GPS leather seat that heat and are electric like the BMW moon roof fast and beautiful like you. The new S 500 Mercedes It's silver with dove gray leather and carpet. The real wood trim through out even the steering wheel. We also found a new puppy she's even smaller than DEEDEE she was meant to be with us. Molly is her name so introduce yourself to her. She's wait to meet you. me miss you as always and think of you every single day. With all our love to you and a big kiss always forever see you I promise xoxoxo

HI Iran oh that sounds so formal. "Iran" like when did I ever call you Iran when I was mad maybe. Now however it seems I must have screamed it out loud within my mind hundreds if not thousands of times. I ask where are you at? The response is always the same silence ! Why can't you or anyone hear me? It's as though I'm standing on the beach, or in the middle of the desert alone dose anyone know I'm hear. This is a whole different kind of lonely. It's one where you don't catch your breath back. Not like when your heart drops and within time you are able to recover with just a sigh. There is no recovery the pain never leaves you. All I can do is continue forward one step at a time.Time they say helps in reality time allows us to function to learn how to incorporate the pain we carry into our daily routine. Your life will. did, and has forever changed. my every day will forever carry you so in a way I'm blessed for God will never allow that (your soul and my memories to ever be taken or forgotten you are here with me I can hear your voice now. What your telling me is while yes it has been one year since your passing I can celebrate not because it's been a year we've been apart. It's now actually one year that we are closer to the time we can hold one another again. Never forget us as you are now and will always be with us forever. With all our love Iran forever. xo

i daily remember the moment i found out you had passed away. i was in shock nobody could believe it. i was pregnant with my daughter whom now is 9months old. i was going through pictures i have took a while back of you. and when you would pick us up from school and when you would take me to your job with Arnold and chill. i thank you for all you did for myself. sorry . wish you were still here. till the day we meet again. xoxoxo

Hi monkey Im back just to let you know that i was thinking of you. I miss you so very much. It was another rough day that I knew you would want to know about. As you know right before you left that our dear friend Dave was in trouble and despite the fact he had distanced himself from us we still cared for him as I do believed he did us. He did know that you were no longer with us and was sadden with pain i heard.We had such good time and fun remember how we would laugh so hard at how funny he was, We sure did have some great times the three of us didnt we.I will always remember them. Unfortunately as we feared he and Joyce diveroced and he was deported to New Zealand.I felt as if I was once again left alone. It was the second time in less than a year I was unable to say goodbye to one that i loved as a best friend. Now it only I whom is left. It is so hard at times, I know however that you are with me and Dave is although a half a world away I know that he too will always remember you I and the great times we once shared. Iran please watch over him, He too loved you we all three will meet again until then all our love Skip and Dave and Dee Dee too she misses you everyday God bless xoxo

Hi buddy just another day missing you as always. We still talk about you and how happy you made our lives here
during your life on earth cut way to soon. Ann Peggy Dave Tammy and so many will sit and talk laugh and cry about your wonderful and kind way with all you touched, I have a new friend Dave Lopez he was born Feb 4th one day before by birthday. I have told him about you he is a good person and now I want you to account for him as a friend to you also.He as helped by listening and just being there ask God to bless and watch over him please. loving you forever until we meet my angel be a peace love skip and dee dee and our whole family xoox

Another day has passed and it is one more day that we have missed you. Your smiling face and laughter, your sincere offering to always help and following through was just a tiny slice of the true goodness that came unconditionally from within your heart, you were and still are my best friend despite not always seeing eye to eye, So many people miss and think of you often. As for myself and your family I promise you there will never be a day that passes by when you don't enter into my thoughts and prayers, With out you our lives have changed forever. Missing you until the day we met again my dear friend with love always,Dee Dee myself and family

your loyalty as my partner and best friend will never be forgotten. I promise you we will never be alone. The night you left a part of me left with you, as you left apart of yourself with me. We will always live on within one another forever in our hearts. We will meet again as if we never parted. with love Skip and family and yes DeDe too.....

I am very grateful to have found a place (This site) when I need whether it be to just find quite times to reflect back on memories of happier times, release the sadness that I carry within me and even the rage and anger before it boils over to hate, hate towards whom ever murdered Iran. I don't believe in hate and never have. However It's becoming increasingly difficult not to. I hope never to allow the evil person who so selfishly killed Iran and everyone he touched to take that away from me. It is because of your site ( Where I can share my thoughts) He will never have to power to change my beliefs and that there is good still in this world. Our loved ones gone can see this and would want us to move forward to live and be happy to the fullest.To live in peace with love in our hearts and not hate and evil. Thank you from both myself and Iran. God bless and keep all safe.