Well tomorrow will be your birthday . I hope you and Justin are having a well deserved time together. You and Justin are in a better place then we are, but dont think for one minute that We dont think of you two. There isnt a day that goes by that We dont think of You two and wish that You two were still with us. Especially me, as I miss You more than You will ever know. I wish I had of treated You better and told You more often as to how much I loved you. I hope someday soon that I can be with You, and I will make up for those times. We never think of what I am telling You until it is too late and You are gone away from us. Until I am with You I will never be happy . It is too bad that You are not here to hold Your Grand kids and Your great Granddaughter Aubree. She is a lot like You were and always busy doing something and seems like She never wants to stop, like You were. Next month You will be having a Great Grandson and I know that You and Justin will be with us in spirit to welcome him into our family. I know that You have been visiting me at times , as I feel your presence and see your movements around the house, but that is okay because I know that You are near me. Happy Birthday Toots, and I love You.