Well Natalie another year has passed without you.I can’t believe it is 6 years.Still feels like it was yesterday.It was the worst day of my life when i lost you.I can’t tell you how much i miss you.I think of you everyday and talk about you all the time.It might be our Natalie liked that or our Natalie did that etc.I miss you more and more as the days go by.People say it gets easier but I don’t think so.Things have changed so much Natalie.I wish you were here just for a chat.Instead of talking too your photo.I still miss your texts through the day and through the night.Sometimes i would say “will you stop texting so much”.But what i would give for just one more text off you .I wish i could just reach out grab your hand and bring you back.Sometimes i lie in bed and i can smell your body spray you always wore,and i know then that you are with me.I love you with all my heart.I miss you so much it hurts.Life is so cruel but always remember i will never forget you.Until the day we meet again i will send you the biggest kiss always.Love hugs and kisses from mum xxxxxx