Never got the chance to apologize
There were times when i had treated my mother very disrespectfully...not thinking anything of it at the time...Now i cant take it back because she is no longer here...My mother and I have conversations at times when i am in desperate need of her...She has forgiven me...but i still cant seem to forgive myself for the way that i treated her...I never meant any harm...but its too late to think about that...Im so very sorry Mom...