I just (forceably) signed up for FB messenger and while checking it out, found a letter from James telling me that he has been looking for me for four years, and that I was one of his rare true friends. He left me his phone numbers, and when I couldn't reach him, I looked for his FB page and thought it was a joke. I still cannot believe he is gone. Please tell me this is not real! I am beside myself with grief. I need to know what happened. He was too young and vivacious. He will be missed!