Hi my son,
It's 12yrs since you been gone and yet it still feels like yesterday, is it ever going to get easier.... I don't believe it will although I have been going to counseling to learn how to deal with life SOBER AND WITHOUT YOU IN MY LIFE PHYSICALLY BEING NEXT TO ME..
LIFE IS REALLY HARD FOR A MOTHER TO DEAL WITH THIS PAIN OF Letting go of the most important thing that God gave to her...
I'm not sure if I can do it. I know I have to let you rest in peace and stay SOBER doing it hijo you and Maria are my EVERYTHING,
I MISS YOU SON XOXOXO, LOVE FOREVER, MOM