Mom, I woke up this morning and you were, of course, the first thing on my mind. 10 years….. when I say it out loud, my mind can’t comprehend that it’s been that long since I have been able to hug and kiss you. I don’t know how we have managed to keep it together as long as we have without you. The only thing I can think of is that you are channeling your unwavering strength through us all so that we are able to move forward each day. You have a new grandson, Bowdie Zephyr, who I know you see everyday. It would make me over-the-moon happy to just be able to watch you hold and kiss him for even just a few minutes. Evey and Noah are growing up to be such amazing human beings. Your granddaughter has such a zest for life and is the most compassionate little girl. And your oldest grandson is the smartest young man alive and has the biggest heart. They talk about you so often and always ask me to tell them stories about to. Something I cherish on the daily. Mom, I miss you so unbearably much and I love you more than you ever knew. You will always be my inspiration, my strength and my guiding angel. Bowdie, Noah and Evey love their GranJan. I love you Moomy❤️☮️ ALL YOU NEED IS LOVE