Call Me Crazy , But I Still Can't Believe You're Really Gone . Is It Crazy That For Some Reason , Even Unknown To Me , That U Tend To Be On My Mind Often ? U Was Just Too Young , Too Beautiful . This World Is Ice Age Cold Fr . We Was Just Getting To Know Eachother It Seems .. Never Really Tlked In School Unless It Was Small Tlk , But Then U Came To My House One Day To Visit Us & Shy . We Was Trying Too Hard To Kickit W/ Eachother For The Rest Of The Night But Didn't Get Too , & Now We Never Will . We Even Planned On Getting Together Again , So U Could Visit Shy & Stuff But We Never Set The Date . I Guess What I'm Trying To Get At Is Tht I Feel We Have Business That's Been Left Unfinished . U Seemed To Reach Out To Me , & Show Some Type Of Interest In Getting To Know Me Outside Of School , Which I Really Appreciated Greatly , Being That That's Not A Normal Occurrence For Me . A Lot Of People Just Don't Seem To Like Me Right From Rip , Although I'll Never Understand Why . Anyways , Now With U Not Here I Feel This Great Emptiness . Questions Left Unanswered : What Would Have Hanging Out With U Again Been Like ? Would We Become Friends ? Now I May Never Know . All I Know Is That Everyone Misses U Like Crazy , & I Hope We Can Hang Again Some Day . I'm Sorry I Didn't Get To Go To Ur Grandpa's With U .. I Really Wish I Would Have . Every Time I See The Picture U Posted Of Shy On Ur Page , I Shed A Tear . & Every Time I See The Picture I Posted On My Page Of U & Shy , My Emotions Take A Toll . Sorry Girl , Didn't Mean To Tlk Ur Ear Off . I Just Needed To Vent Fr .