I'm really lost Jason. Nothing makes sense. My heart can't accept that our family has not made any healthy changes since we lost you. I thought with all my heart that this horrible loss would have made people's eyes open. My heart can't accept that it hasnt. I know that if you were here you would say that this family can't keep doing this. I know how much it hurt you when you were here what our family was like. And I do remember what you said and how hurt you were that it went on as long as it did. I'm so sorry that we put you through heartache. I love you Jason and my family is the only reason that I keep tring. It's too much for me now. Please God, send help.
I'll miss you forever. Love forever, Mom❤