I still have moments when I want to talk to you. I was thinking about our family trip to the zoo in Reno today. It closed down this year. We still laugh about your PoopStain the goat poem. You have missed so much.  I miss you everyday. Your goofy smile and lid flicking habits.  Alexis needs you. We need you. Losing you was so senseless. Our hearts are forever fractured without you. You are as always loved and missed deeply.