Well, we've made it through the 4th year, hon. We keep waiting for our hearts to feel a bit lighter, but it just doesn't happen. Flashbacks continue of the day we got the 'call' from the coroner, Dad going in and 'verifying' it was truly you, the funeral home decisions, the utter shock (even though you tried to warn us), the bitter-sweet memories, reminders of our sweet & funny son, the gravesite, etc. etc. It all still seems like a horrible dream, but it's not. I only have to talk about sixty seconds about you, and the tears fall. I know it's God's plan that you left us on August 6, 2011, but as mere humans, we still don't understand. Keep smiling our dear Jas and we're trying hard to do the same. Cody's 19th birthday is today, and we're trying hard to help him have a happy one. Thankyou to our dear April for setting up this web page in your memory. Our hearts are espcially heavy this year, too, because our beloved family dog, Pete, died on July 15th. I'll never get past how quiet death is. He was a member of the family, as you know. But, just as we were blessed to have you for 36 years, we were blessed to have him for almost 14. We'll love and miss you forever, Jas Love, Dad, Mom, Tonjia and Lacey.