My best friend, my brother, my only sibling. No words can express the deep painful feeling of losing him. Sometimes I feel selfish for wanting him back because he would be the one suffering here when he is in no more pain or suffering! For that I am grateful! My two kids never got the chance to meet their uncle Jay Boy, but I sleep easy at night knowing that I speak of him so much that my oldest, 4, talks as much of him as I do! He may be gone but never forgotten! I love u Jay!