On the day you were born I knew you were a gift from God. You were my first grandchild. I fell so deeply in love with you. The day you were born was Nov.19,1992. I felt so many emotions, I thought back to Nov.18,1971, my first child that had been born sleeping at that time I felt broken, but now you were here, I felt so much happiness I could barely contain myself. You were so beautiful when I wasn't with you all I thought of was you. As you grew up I tried so hard to help. You lived in Austin Tx with me for several years. We had the best time there you always told me it was the best memories you had. As time went by you choose to make some bad decisions. I had high hopes for you, I always prayed for you that God would keep you safe. Then on Oct.2,2020 everything fell apart. Your mom called to her room and told me "JD is gone" I looked at her and ask where did he go?? then she told me you had died. I was in a state of shock I just couldn't make any sense of what she had told me. I couldn't actually didn't want to believe. I questioned God, why he would take you, I felt I knew once I came out of the fog I had been walking in. Now all I have are memories of times past and some ashes from you. I talk to you daily, I know you hear me. My life will never be the same. 
As I am sitting here, tears falling I have such a empty heart. You always gave me the best hugs, you made me laugh, you had the best laugh, you always lit up a room. Sometimes I feel your presence I always ask you to hug me, I actually feel like you are. My babyboy, you will live in my heart forever......
 JD aka "PEST" my nickname for you. My only thoughts are now are even though you are gone and I can't see you I know one day I will get to see you again...... till then my LOVE RIP    

                           All My Love, MIN XOXO