Well it's been 12 years today since you went to meet Jesus. I write to you frequently. I'm not sure why they are not showing up here. Anyway we miss you dearly. It's almost Christmas . Doug and I are on our way to Branson Missouri. For the past few years we have gone away for the holiday. Hardly any family left. 
Have you seen Jason up there yet? He passed away on July from covid 19. That has been a pandemic for 2 years. I was in the hospital for it last January. I know I wrote this to you. 
Today would be Jason's anniversary with his girlfriend Melissa. He was really happy with her. They bought a house just months before he passed. It is a beautiful home. 

Well it's time to get back on the road. I promise to keep an eye on this page.

Love you
Merry Christmas

Happy be lated Easter mom.
Doug, Ethan and I went to the Renaissance fair for Easter. It has changed a little since we were there. I was remembering the shows we saw. 
We went to a 16th century Easter church service. It was really nice. Ethan and the other children layed lilies at the cross. 
Ethan went on some rides and was in a kids show. He went into the spooky castle that Michael and Matthew went into. I wish you and Mike could have been there. I was thinking about Sterling Forrest in New York. That was a really fun fair. They had a lot of skits there. Not so much at this one. It was still a nice day. 
Ethan is going to be 13 in a few weeks. Time flies so quickly.
We miss you everyday mom.
4ever loved.

Happy Valentine's day in heaven mom

Happy be lated Birthday in Heaven Mom. 

Happy New Year in heaven mommy.
I am sure you had an awesome new years Eve celebrating in the clouds with the other

Merry Christmas Mom.
We wish you were here but you are celebrating in the clouds with the rest of the angels today.
We miss you today and everyday.
Shari, Doug, Matthew and Ethan

Seven years today with the Angels mom. Another Christmas without you. We miss you today and everyday.
We had some pretty cold weather. I've had a cough now for seven days. Before bed I wanted to wish you and the other angels a merry Christmas.

Hi mom.
Ethan lit a candle for you at the candle lighting ceremony Sunday. It was nice. I remember the first one I went to with you.
Next Friday will be your 7 year anniversary in heaven. Were did the time go to. We miss you so much. Christmas is next Sunday. Look out for your balloon.
I have to get a tooth pulled Tuesday. I hour you are there holding my hand. I am so anxious.
I will write next week.
Love and miss you.

Happy be late thanksgiving Mom. We missed you yesterday. After dinner we went to ice. It was beautiful with vibrant colors. Of course it was freezing cold. It has changed a lot since you Matthew and family went. Ethan had a great time sliding down this ice slide. Doug made the turkey as he always does.
He has been going for cancer treatments. Can you put a good word in for him with the big guy? I worry so much about him.
We sent a thanksgiving balloon for you and Michael yesterday.
On December 11th we will be going to the candle lighting ceremony.
I miss you mom.
4 ever in my heart.

Happy be later thanksgiving Mom. We missed you yesterday. After dinner we went to ice. It was beautiful and freezing cold. It has changed a lot since you Matthew and family went. Ethan had a great time sliding down this ice slide. Doug made the turkey as he always does.
He has been going for cancer treatments. Can you put a good word in for him with the big guy? I worry so much about him.
We sent a thanksgiving balloon for you and Michael yesterday.
On December 11th we will be going to the candle lighting ceremony.
I miss you mom.
4 ever in my heart.

Happy be later thanksgiving Mom. We missed you yesterday. After dinner we went to ice. It was beautiful and freezing cold. It has changed a lot since you Matthew and family went. Ethan had a great time sliding down this ice slide. Doug made the turkey as he always does.
He has been going for cancer treatments. Can you put a good word in for him with the big guy? I worry so much about him.
We sent a thanksgiving balloon for you and Michael yesterday.
On December 11th we will be going to the candle lighting ceremony.
I miss you mom.
4 ever in my heart.

Mom sorry I have not posted in awhile. I wish you could be here. I need your shoulder right now. A hug from my mom.  Your comforting words.
Doug is sick. Stage 4 prostate cancer. He had a shot a few weeks ago and has been very tired. He felt ok until that shot. The doctor is taking a long time beginning radiation. Not until Halloween. I don't understand.
I really wish I had you here to talk to. Maybe do lunch a cocktail and chat like we use to. Appetizers and that mint drink at Fridays
Can you ask the big guy to lend a healing hand please?
Can you and mike send me a sign to know you are here. It has been a long time since I have seen or felt your presence. I miss you so much.

Just laying here thinking about you. I miss you very much. I wish I had listened when you said you were afraid to have surgery. I wish we were back home where we knew of surgeons. This surgeon sucked and the hospital care was not great. I am so sorry. Doug still has a difficult time talking about this. I hope you are at peace. Those last months were not easy for you. 

You are loved always and 4 ever missed mom.

Hi mom.
Today is independence day. I have been very irritable the past2 days. I was thinking about the times we went to the beach to watch fireworks. They were really beautiful. We didn't do much today. Going to the lake tomorrow for awhile.
I am going to watch macy fireworks now.
Love and miss you.
Sharianne

Hi mom. I was sitting here thinking about you this memorial day. I miss us going to the yearly parade. The picnic at the park. Norwalk canceled their parade this year due to bad weather. There are not any. Parades here in fort worth that i know of.

I miss you today and everyday.
❤❤❤

I have a friend on FB her dad had triple bypass surgery yesterday and has not woken up yet. It had me thinking of you and your surgery. What a crazy awful time. It was a long year. I wish it had ended differently.
I miss you mom. I am so sorry you had to endure that. But you are at peace and pain free.
Not much has changed since you went away. Matthew is still Matthew and we are still trying to get out of here.
I have to get E Scott to bed. There is a school event tomorrow. School is over next week.
I love you Mom. Miss you always. Give my boy a hug from his mom.

Happy Easter mom. Today was emotional for me. I miss you and Michael soooooooo much. 
Doug and I sent up your balloon this afternoon.
4ever loved
4ever missed. ❤❤❤❤

Happy birthday mom. Wish you were here to celebrate. Enjoy your party with the other angels.

We love and miss you.

Six years in Heaven mom. Sorry I did not post on the23rd. Doug was in the hospital again. You would be so happy this morning. We got a little snow. Nothing like back home but still a pretty white yard. Christmas was ok. It was 80 degrees. I know that's not Christmas weather to you (or us). We spent the day at Matt's. Ethan made out very well. Matt was pretty sick right before his birthday. In ICU for a few days. I was scared and could have used my moms shoulder. I know you were there. We prayed to God, you and Mike. The doctors worked hard and Matthew was home in time for his birthday.
I miss you mom. Talking, window shopping, going out to lunch. I wish Heaven had a phone.❤

I'm sorry it has taken so long to write. I have been thinking about you alot lately. I can't believe it has been almost 6 years ( next month) since you left us. So much is going on and I could really use my mom here. I miss our talks, lunches, Window shopping. So many times I call out for you. I hope you hear me.
I love and miss you so much.

It has been five years since you left us (12.23.09). We miss you dearly. Christmas is not the same without you. You loved Christmas and snow. I was thinking back to the evening you died. The snow began to fall. We don't get a white Christmas in Texas. It was beautiful. Thank you for that gift. Ethan played for days in the snow. Jason and I took the Christmas snow as a sign from you that you were OK. Have a merry Christmas in heaven mom.

Love you
Your daughter.
Shari

Wow today is your 80 th birthday. We sure wish you were here to celebrate. We will take care of that for you. While we celebrate with cake and ice cream for you, you enjoy your party with the angels. Miss and love you very much mom. ♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡.

Hi Mom. You have a birthday coming up. I wish you were here to Celebrate. I miss you very much :'( . Chat soon.

Love you♥♥♥♥♥♥
Shari