I could not even attend your funeral. I was delusional and did not beleive you were actually dead. I guess that was the only way I could handle it. If I would have seen you dead it would have killed me. I still find my self beleiving you are still alive sometimes even now, and I have to bring myself back to reality.

Your precious life was gone too soon, but your beautiful memory lives on to light up the darkest days.

The day I met you I was so sad. You got on your knees and cheered me up immediately. From that moment there was no one else that could ever be my soulmate. I have never been happy with anyone else since. Your soul can not be replaced by any one else. Even your memory lights up the dark. I will certainly ALWAYS love you.